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Ahh I found out that couple mins ago that my uncle passed thru the surgrey.. he is alive and fine now.. Thank god.. He almost died.. Geeze i hate when that happen in my life since i lost my love ones.
Anyways, lets go back 2 weeks ago, Since i have my favorite grandpa passed away,I start pms, which is awful for me Eh. But anyways, its been tough for my grandma has to deal with this again since her dad died on the same month and one week later and her husband (which is my grandpa) passed away.. I am tellin you its sucks for me cuz I have strong gene of Heart attack from my both sides of family. I got to turn around and think different and think about how much i want to live with my life than riskin havin heart attack in young age.. I started to realize that from Uncle robert that who almost died. I was like I can't do this anymore. So.. Anyways, during the grandpa's funrel, i wrote somethin for him to remember so here it is.. *clear thoart*
Dear Grandpa,
I am gunna miss you lots dearly. You’ve always be in my heart no matter what. I wouldn’t forget your smiles glancing toward to my face. You have inspired me by a lot of things you do or taught me between what’s right or wrong. I remember how you taught me with hunting things , sure it was worth it to learn things with you. You were trying to teach me how to drive like”don’t push full gas way to hard because you could hit something, Never know”. One day, you, me, john, Chad, and one more guy I don’t’ know what’s his name. And you went out boating ended up got boat sunk and I have to cover my hear-aids while you guys suffer to drag the boat up to the dock.. I love being with you every time I passed by. I am sorry that I didn’t get to see you much often when I had different lives in Vancouver to go school. You are different person from everybody else. You has such a laughter upon to you, sense of humor, sweetest guy, respectful ,and cherish person. You are such a great grandpa that kid ever ask for. Last time I ever with you and Anthony to go fishing at DAYTON, W.A., I love fishing but I don’t like to touch fish or take fishes out the hook. I let you or Anthony do it. You guys did great job and I ‘ve learn something from you. I love you all of my heart and soul. You are such a great person, loveable, touchable person. I wouldn’t never forget my memories with you. You will be always be in my heart and my mind. Hope everything guides you way to heaven.
Love you alots!
Your granddaughter, Mandy
And that time i made alot of people cried, and so far what i see that i am only granddaughter who has guts to do this for grandpa's sake. Its been hard for me to let him go and when i was at church and i cried cried cried alot and let it out and i felt good inside that my grandpa is better off to heaven instead he has to suffer his pains, he has alot of pains such as diabetes,cancer,alot of heart attacks and he suppose to die in december. so I know he is happy up there and new leg new heart, alot of things that change him up there. I am happy to see that *sigh*. Hmm wow.
And then, I came back to my stepmom's house to chill there and also i was havin michele over.. so on the next day, me and my stepmom drove to pick michele up, it was horrible traffic and we couldn't get our way in so we had to go another way and i have to run thru the traffic and went into gas station and walk around and tried to look for michele and thats where i suppose to meet. so i looked , look and seems she no where to be found so my stepmom drove on the gas station and said did you see them? and i said no not yet, Any news ? and my stepmom said "michele's dad called and he said hes walking" and i was like wtf! and so i stand look around carefully and all sudden i saw short blonde hair and i knew its michele so i ran to her and her dad tried to get michele attention to look at me and then we hugged lol.. and she got pissed off that she has to look every car that has fox sticker on the back of car.. and i didn't explain enough details to her. My bad. Hehe and then we been chatted chatted lot than before. We had such alot of fun together, such as rafting with justin, walk around, swimming, chattin,and lookin into old house which it was awesome and nice lookin old style of house. Oh oh i forgot, we went to dirt place where motorcyles are, we both went on top of the hill and we both felt good and takin pictures, and all sudden i want to look some more so i went and i walked the wrong way and i feel on my ass and it hurts soo bad, and i have some piece of thing my skin and i was like oh great! Michele laugh her ass off.. and explain to me that i should go this way not another way that i always does. LOL me idiot! Hehe and i have buries on my ass.. its looks so beautiful! Not! and i went back into my house and i had to clean my hands since i have somethin in my skin so i tried to get it off and i got some of them off and we walked on the sidewalk toward to my dad's friend to get banages for my hand and my dad was like whats wrong? and i was like well i got cut and he was like come over here now.. so i had to suffer the pain from what he try to get that fucker off my skin! Ugh.. i kept whinin, clap michele's hand and i poundin on my dad's back lol. and I wish we could have gone to car races together and do alot stuff more but she had to do somethin that she had to be done. So thanks michele for comin over my crib. It was awesome to get know u lots. :)
Ahh i think i had enough stories for now so i will update some events :) take care y'all :)
i don't give a fly fk about my mistake and grammer no more.. I am damn tired.
Anyways, lets go back 2 weeks ago, Since i have my favorite grandpa passed away,I start pms, which is awful for me Eh. But anyways, its been tough for my grandma has to deal with this again since her dad died on the same month and one week later and her husband (which is my grandpa) passed away.. I am tellin you its sucks for me cuz I have strong gene of Heart attack from my both sides of family. I got to turn around and think different and think about how much i want to live with my life than riskin havin heart attack in young age.. I started to realize that from Uncle robert that who almost died. I was like I can't do this anymore. So.. Anyways, during the grandpa's funrel, i wrote somethin for him to remember so here it is.. *clear thoart*
Dear Grandpa,
I am gunna miss you lots dearly. You’ve always be in my heart no matter what. I wouldn’t forget your smiles glancing toward to my face. You have inspired me by a lot of things you do or taught me between what’s right or wrong. I remember how you taught me with hunting things , sure it was worth it to learn things with you. You were trying to teach me how to drive like”don’t push full gas way to hard because you could hit something, Never know”. One day, you, me, john, Chad, and one more guy I don’t’ know what’s his name. And you went out boating ended up got boat sunk and I have to cover my hear-aids while you guys suffer to drag the boat up to the dock.. I love being with you every time I passed by. I am sorry that I didn’t get to see you much often when I had different lives in Vancouver to go school. You are different person from everybody else. You has such a laughter upon to you, sense of humor, sweetest guy, respectful ,and cherish person. You are such a great grandpa that kid ever ask for. Last time I ever with you and Anthony to go fishing at DAYTON, W.A., I love fishing but I don’t like to touch fish or take fishes out the hook. I let you or Anthony do it. You guys did great job and I ‘ve learn something from you. I love you all of my heart and soul. You are such a great person, loveable, touchable person. I wouldn’t never forget my memories with you. You will be always be in my heart and my mind. Hope everything guides you way to heaven.
Love you alots!
Your granddaughter, Mandy
And that time i made alot of people cried, and so far what i see that i am only granddaughter who has guts to do this for grandpa's sake. Its been hard for me to let him go and when i was at church and i cried cried cried alot and let it out and i felt good inside that my grandpa is better off to heaven instead he has to suffer his pains, he has alot of pains such as diabetes,cancer,alot of heart attacks and he suppose to die in december. so I know he is happy up there and new leg new heart, alot of things that change him up there. I am happy to see that *sigh*. Hmm wow.
And then, I came back to my stepmom's house to chill there and also i was havin michele over.. so on the next day, me and my stepmom drove to pick michele up, it was horrible traffic and we couldn't get our way in so we had to go another way and i have to run thru the traffic and went into gas station and walk around and tried to look for michele and thats where i suppose to meet. so i looked , look and seems she no where to be found so my stepmom drove on the gas station and said did you see them? and i said no not yet, Any news ? and my stepmom said "michele's dad called and he said hes walking" and i was like wtf! and so i stand look around carefully and all sudden i saw short blonde hair and i knew its michele so i ran to her and her dad tried to get michele attention to look at me and then we hugged lol.. and she got pissed off that she has to look every car that has fox sticker on the back of car.. and i didn't explain enough details to her. My bad. Hehe and then we been chatted chatted lot than before. We had such alot of fun together, such as rafting with justin, walk around, swimming, chattin,and lookin into old house which it was awesome and nice lookin old style of house. Oh oh i forgot, we went to dirt place where motorcyles are, we both went on top of the hill and we both felt good and takin pictures, and all sudden i want to look some more so i went and i walked the wrong way and i feel on my ass and it hurts soo bad, and i have some piece of thing my skin and i was like oh great! Michele laugh her ass off.. and explain to me that i should go this way not another way that i always does. LOL me idiot! Hehe and i have buries on my ass.. its looks so beautiful! Not! and i went back into my house and i had to clean my hands since i have somethin in my skin so i tried to get it off and i got some of them off and we walked on the sidewalk toward to my dad's friend to get banages for my hand and my dad was like whats wrong? and i was like well i got cut and he was like come over here now.. so i had to suffer the pain from what he try to get that fucker off my skin! Ugh.. i kept whinin, clap michele's hand and i poundin on my dad's back lol. and I wish we could have gone to car races together and do alot stuff more but she had to do somethin that she had to be done. So thanks michele for comin over my crib. It was awesome to get know u lots. :)
Ahh i think i had enough stories for now so i will update some events :) take care y'all :)
i don't give a fly fk about my mistake and grammer no more.. I am damn tired.