Oct 18, 2004 08:42
i realized that the friends that i usta have i have lost, not because of the reasons of betral or hatered, but because of the reasons that i am not the same person, the friends that i have are people that i am close to yet are getting less and less for the reason of me not a big partier. i can't help how i am i just wish i could be expeted!!!! i have been pushed aside, to the back waiting and spoling , killing myself for people to care, i try to make u happy and smiling yet what for y am i tyring to make u happy when i can't even b happy with u. i love u guys and i need insperation..... please leave me a comment that u care,i love ya!!!!