Jun 17, 2005 19:26
WOW.. im so.... UGHHHH ever have those days where u need to scream and u just want to leave and never come back.. thats what i need so bad,, and to forget about everyhting i left behind and just drive somewhere that no one knows about,, and just, meet new people. Be someone new.. thats what i want. thats what i need.. i need to forget that i have shitty friends and that i hate my family. i need to forget that i EVER met him and became friends with him... i jsut need to get away.. god i hate these days and they have been coming in pretty frequently lately... fuck.. i hate everything right now.. soooo bad,, hate hate hate... i feel so stupid and i need to... forget.. i would give anyhting to just forget.. about everyone.. new beginning.. ahh.. sounds so good to me.. cant wait til college.. CANT WAIT.. need to get out.. need to get away.. i need to... cry