Sep 11, 2005 23:11
ugh.. bad bad day
i dont know if i am taking this way to pesonal.. but i felt like crying right on the spot..
ok me and alyssa p. and sean have talked ab how i cant open up to ppl.. thats old news everyone knows that..
well today i was tlaking to him and i was telling him how one of my friends was way emotional..and he goes.. yeah.. unlike u.. who doesnt even have a heart.... yeah.. i almost broke down right there.. i stared straight ahead for like 40 seconds not knwing what to do... if i made eye contact i would start crying.. and i had nothing to say to it.. cause i know its true...
idk.. this problem seems stupid compared to alyssa and ashley.. but w.e i need to write it down..