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I just spent 220 dollars on clothes for my Grandfathers funeral.
UGH. Thats basically all the money I will ever have and it's for something TOTALLY DEPRESSING. I can't even be excited about owning these clothes. All I can feel is sadness. And also, old. I feel old. All my grandparents are dead and I only have one parent. I'm one person off being the only generation of my family left. Help.