Again with the writing?!

[babalonspawn]

Yes I am back. I got rid of myspace so I figured this would be a good place to write (when I actually do it).  Things have been interesting of late, have been working with the symbols and messages in the astral.  Trying to reintegrate myself with my other.  It's been causing some issues, mild disassociative behavior, loss of self (did I ever have

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[dragonrose1125]

Ah, yeah... seems our experiences are very different. My 'other' sauntered into my space in an unusual way but proved to be quite helpful. She just up and sauntered back out before I was ready for her to leave... kind of left me hanging to say the least, as well as big time confused. I honestly had no clue because I never experienced anything like that before and hadn't been exposed to all things 'chaos' at that point. I have a much better understanding now.

I agree that embracing may be incredibly helpful, though not always easy. I embraced her fully; wrote a lot about her and worked with her regularly... Minerva... (may still be a bit of her left, most likely is since it seems as though integration is complete, so I suppose that means she's part of me now).

I must confess there are aspects of the whole experience I still don't fully understand, but doubt we'll ever understand everything, you know?

Yes, embrace and allow your 'other' to lead you where you may not want to go, but may need to go. What you may find in those hidden spaces may end up amazing you.

I'm doing very well over all, and I hope you are, likewise. I look forward to keeping in touch, J.

Rose