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mood: invaded, distant, shell-shocked, brain rocked by massive spikes of seratonin/dopamine
take the time to find the significance in everything. counts its weight and its possible meaning in the moment. submersion in environment and surrounding. done often enough. not documented enough. never enough documentation. interesting enough. or complete and absolute bullshit. mission to write out the history of my own personal universe. i guess its what this is. disconnecting. nietzsche. dionysus was the greek god of creative delerium. read up on it. for paul, i think whats been affected by his seizure disorder most is his vestibular system...which is the one that affects balance. this would explain why he cant hold his head straight up or stand on his own while looking anywhere but straight forward. looking into this. helping him learn to walk again. the retention of the first patient using the device was affected directly by how long she used it, the residual effect crossing the sensoral boundaries.
take the time to find the significance in everything. counts its weight and its possible meaning in the moment. submersion in environment and surrounding. done often enough. not documented enough. never enough documentation. interesting enough. or complete and absolute bullshit. mission to write out the history of my own personal universe. i guess its what this is. disconnecting. nietzsche. dionysus was the greek god of creative delerium. read up on it. for paul, i think whats been affected by his seizure disorder most is his vestibular system...which is the one that affects balance. this would explain why he cant hold his head straight up or stand on his own while looking anywhere but straight forward. looking into this. helping him learn to walk again. the retention of the first patient using the device was affected directly by how long she used it, the residual effect crossing the sensoral boundaries.