depressed

Jun 28, 2009 22:34

What am i to you.   Lost in my thought.  i have this ever so offen,  i am really insuce about what i think of myself.

I am a Lance Corparl in the  United states Marine, stationed out in Hawaii. I am a role model to my little coiuse. I have a wounderful girlfreind back home. I am a firefighter. I was a critifed EMT-B. I was a life guard with 17 rusce.  I am an Eagle scout with 4 palms. I am a person who likes to go to ren fairs ( midevil times stuff).

I want to be deployed. I want to go and do my sercive to my country which I love. I feel as I am here in the rear I am not doing what  I feel I was here for. I love my family and my country. I feel I can do much more if i was there. giveing the men and women who been there more then once a break. I want to do my part. I know everything comes in time but i am growing inpacent. 
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