dad
there is only one man in the world i would love to spend more time with. i spwnt my time with him doing lawn to help support the family. that taught me that no matter what family comes first above all. next he was always relaxed about everything. it seemed he didnt care but when i fucked up or some thing he was still relaxed and was ok. you know you are goin to work this and what did you learn. i remeber when he was doing the lawn at the house i was out there with the toy being like him. i was like 3 or something. then one day he taught me about the stuff he work with.
he did what he did when he can to be the best man he can be. we would sit in the living room watching tv with out talking and that would be great. some that 70s show and freinds and other stuff. we have dinner, hot dog and beans, or something, it was good times. he tought me how to drive. at the beach. and around town.
i remeber when i left for boot camp i reach out to him to be a man and to shoke his hand like a man. he grab it with a tight frim grib and pulled me in close. as i was off i could think about was dam, i want more time with him.
the last time i was home we went to go see his mother and i got to drive. now old and some what of a better driver we went down. after we went to see grandme we made our way home, i took a ride around the beach, still no talk but who needs it with him. it get when i can just sit next to him.
high school was cool. he would go get the paper and i would get ready for school and when he got home he drove me to school. it was cool.
ever man i meet i found better then my man but in truth no one can replace him and no one will. ever man can be called dad but that one man a strong man, a smart man, a man of men, can only be called father. i want to be just like my father. he is the man i want to be like. i wish i can just or could spent more time with him. cut the lawn, watching tv or just driving around the town listing to the radio. i did not think of it when i was younger but now that i am not home to do those thing i really do want to be llike him. he is the best father in my book.