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Hmmm an overview of my spring break...
Early this week i hung out with hoskins and jen a bunch. Barnes and Noble with Jen and Hoskins doing homework. Then i spent the night at hoskins house which was cool because i have never really chatted with hoskins before. And then that night, jen and baars came by. That was pretty fun although both had to leave what seemed like really early. Then i went home the next day changed and then went back to hoskins house and then me and him went and got jen, and we went to rockford. Nothing real productive came of this except me buying a 25$ airsoft pistol that is really cool looking. Hmmm wendesday. I had to work 530-1 and thats all i really remember about that.
thursay i hung out with hoskins a bit we chatted and hung out and whatnot.
Friday night was the cool night. I went over and crawled through my not so secret entrance to hoskins house (his window) due to the fact that no one in his house responds to knocking and the door is always locked and hoskins cant hear. So i crawled into his window after he opened it for me. Then we chatted for a while about it being good friday and everything and he was talking about what good friday means to him. Then we put on some sermons he has on his computer and we listened to those. I always have to laugh it seems like everytime i have a problem or my friends are and i dont know how to handle it god subtley slaps me in the face with stuff like that. Then hoskins was talking about RFA and so i drove him out there. I didnt stay, though and i went to jennas house to go play some poker. No real playing got done which irritated me a little because i like poker and if someone tells me there is a game going i want to play. After a while we decided to go to shus house to pick up some more poker chips and on the way me and shu chatted on some stuff which i will not discuss. Then on the way back i was complaining about something and to accentuate my point i hit my steering wheel at a stop sign. At the same time however i accidently hit my horn and honked real loud next to another car full of females. Sooooo that was like the longest red light of my life as they all stared at us with really confused expressions and shumaker was laughing and giggling hysterically. We drove back to jennas and she started cooking some pizza for me when hoskins called to tell me he needed a ride back. So i went and got him and when we got back to belivdere we were sitting at a red light, next to a car full of some wannabe gangstas who once the light went green, i sorta raced to the next red light (i stomped them on this time) and sat and waited. While we were waiting hoskins looks over and whaddya know they were trying to stare us down. Hoskins looks at me and announces that the guys next to us obviously want a rematch, so once the light turned green i obliged them. What i should mention is that we were on main street and even though i was destroying them in the race i was also going 70 mph in a 35mph zone. We got back to jennas house extremely excited about our little race only to find out that jennas brothers friend had ate my dang pizza. So me and hoskins decided to go out for a little victory pizza at pizza hut. I ran into a friend who is a manager there and he dropped me and hoskins a free meat lovers pizza and a couple of applications which made (what i assumed) to be a nice end to the day. However after me and hoskins had ate his pizza and i had made my way home (after nearly falling asleep behind the wheel the whole way home) i went to sleep.
Around midnight Hoskins and jen both decided to call me. Well anyone that knows me can tell you im not the most coherant person upon waking up and when my phone went off i thought it was my alarm and turned it off. After talkign to them and telling them that in six hours i would be on my way to work i went back to sleep. WITHOUT TURNING MY ALARM BACK ON. So i woke up to sun shine on my face and i rolled over and my alarm said 845. Now i was supposed to be at work at 7. So i got to work listened to some subtle and then some not so subtle references to my tardiness and then went home and had an airsoft pistol fight afterwards at curtis's house. I got done with that went and helped my mom clean churches woke up this morning LATE FOR WORK YET AGAIN only by ten minutes though.
I was not to pleased with mcdonalds today. We had virtually zero business and yet they kept me around. So i sat in the back hole and read my book the whole day. At three when i got off i went home for a short while then drove out to my dads in dekalb with justin. I got back and that brings me to where i was now.
Spiritual things.
I have decided that one of the main hurdles i have to jump is my language. Since i have had pretty vulgar language my whole life just up and quiting has been a big problem. Im currently reading the bible and really trying to learn and understand. Its funny that in my 18 1/2 years in church i have never really tried to look beyond the surface. And now when i am and when i am really trying to make myself forgiving and whatnot my language is what really hoses my message. In James it says that salt water and clear water cannot come from the same source. These are words of wisdom which i feel should really be applied to myself and others lives.....
I apologize by the way for the horrible, random writing style tonight i am very tired and i just had to ramble for a while
Early this week i hung out with hoskins and jen a bunch. Barnes and Noble with Jen and Hoskins doing homework. Then i spent the night at hoskins house which was cool because i have never really chatted with hoskins before. And then that night, jen and baars came by. That was pretty fun although both had to leave what seemed like really early. Then i went home the next day changed and then went back to hoskins house and then me and him went and got jen, and we went to rockford. Nothing real productive came of this except me buying a 25$ airsoft pistol that is really cool looking. Hmmm wendesday. I had to work 530-1 and thats all i really remember about that.
thursay i hung out with hoskins a bit we chatted and hung out and whatnot.
Friday night was the cool night. I went over and crawled through my not so secret entrance to hoskins house (his window) due to the fact that no one in his house responds to knocking and the door is always locked and hoskins cant hear. So i crawled into his window after he opened it for me. Then we chatted for a while about it being good friday and everything and he was talking about what good friday means to him. Then we put on some sermons he has on his computer and we listened to those. I always have to laugh it seems like everytime i have a problem or my friends are and i dont know how to handle it god subtley slaps me in the face with stuff like that. Then hoskins was talking about RFA and so i drove him out there. I didnt stay, though and i went to jennas house to go play some poker. No real playing got done which irritated me a little because i like poker and if someone tells me there is a game going i want to play. After a while we decided to go to shus house to pick up some more poker chips and on the way me and shu chatted on some stuff which i will not discuss. Then on the way back i was complaining about something and to accentuate my point i hit my steering wheel at a stop sign. At the same time however i accidently hit my horn and honked real loud next to another car full of females. Sooooo that was like the longest red light of my life as they all stared at us with really confused expressions and shumaker was laughing and giggling hysterically. We drove back to jennas and she started cooking some pizza for me when hoskins called to tell me he needed a ride back. So i went and got him and when we got back to belivdere we were sitting at a red light, next to a car full of some wannabe gangstas who once the light went green, i sorta raced to the next red light (i stomped them on this time) and sat and waited. While we were waiting hoskins looks over and whaddya know they were trying to stare us down. Hoskins looks at me and announces that the guys next to us obviously want a rematch, so once the light turned green i obliged them. What i should mention is that we were on main street and even though i was destroying them in the race i was also going 70 mph in a 35mph zone. We got back to jennas house extremely excited about our little race only to find out that jennas brothers friend had ate my dang pizza. So me and hoskins decided to go out for a little victory pizza at pizza hut. I ran into a friend who is a manager there and he dropped me and hoskins a free meat lovers pizza and a couple of applications which made (what i assumed) to be a nice end to the day. However after me and hoskins had ate his pizza and i had made my way home (after nearly falling asleep behind the wheel the whole way home) i went to sleep.
Around midnight Hoskins and jen both decided to call me. Well anyone that knows me can tell you im not the most coherant person upon waking up and when my phone went off i thought it was my alarm and turned it off. After talkign to them and telling them that in six hours i would be on my way to work i went back to sleep. WITHOUT TURNING MY ALARM BACK ON. So i woke up to sun shine on my face and i rolled over and my alarm said 845. Now i was supposed to be at work at 7. So i got to work listened to some subtle and then some not so subtle references to my tardiness and then went home and had an airsoft pistol fight afterwards at curtis's house. I got done with that went and helped my mom clean churches woke up this morning LATE FOR WORK YET AGAIN only by ten minutes though.
I was not to pleased with mcdonalds today. We had virtually zero business and yet they kept me around. So i sat in the back hole and read my book the whole day. At three when i got off i went home for a short while then drove out to my dads in dekalb with justin. I got back and that brings me to where i was now.
Spiritual things.
I have decided that one of the main hurdles i have to jump is my language. Since i have had pretty vulgar language my whole life just up and quiting has been a big problem. Im currently reading the bible and really trying to learn and understand. Its funny that in my 18 1/2 years in church i have never really tried to look beyond the surface. And now when i am and when i am really trying to make myself forgiving and whatnot my language is what really hoses my message. In James it says that salt water and clear water cannot come from the same source. These are words of wisdom which i feel should really be applied to myself and others lives.....
I apologize by the way for the horrible, random writing style tonight i am very tired and i just had to ramble for a while