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This has not been the best weekend haha...
Most of life is wonderful. School is going painfully slow but social is really fun and we're honestly not doing much of anything. It's just so boring, and annoying. They expect us to do so much work still and we just don't care. But they don't really so it works out haha.
I really am LOVING my friends at school. Why now? A bunch of us went to York Beach afterschool cuz it was beautiful out and we took pictures and it was just nice. This what life should be like. We also went to to Margarita's for Cinco de Mayo - my friends Laura, Steph, and Johanna, and all of our moms lol, and it was really fun. Look at my facebook for pics!
I feel like a lot of issues and problems have sprung upon me all of a sudden and I don't like it. You know when life is going smoothly and nothing is wrong and you're always happy and it's all good, well things just seem to be crumbling in places I wouldn't expect, and I'm not very excited about that. But honestly I'm not that upset - and I think it's cuz life right now is just so monotonous and dying to move forward that I've lost a passion so to speak. I dunno. I feel just like telling everyone how I really feel, to create my own problems, and to not care about consequences.
I'm going to college in a few months. New life. Bizarre.
My 18th Birthday is in about a month - which is also quite weird. And Malibu soon too. Thus summer will be amazing I think. 18, Malibu, visiting Tanglewood, and working at a restaurant (I got hired at Weathervane lol). Sounds good to me.
I'll end this epic post with a story that really moved me:
My friend at school Louise came up to me and wanted to tell me a story about her cousin who lives in England and goes to a small university there. Louise was telling her about how I started a GSA at my school and what it was and everything. So the cousin decided to start one at her school because of this. And at first everyone was kind of confused and hesitant about it, but then it kept growing and ever since there 15 people have come out because of it because they felt safer and that there were people there for them. So it's nice to know that even though it hasn't done much for my school, somewhere in the world there are people with hopefully better lives now.
Goodnight.
Most of life is wonderful. School is going painfully slow but social is really fun and we're honestly not doing much of anything. It's just so boring, and annoying. They expect us to do so much work still and we just don't care. But they don't really so it works out haha.
I really am LOVING my friends at school. Why now? A bunch of us went to York Beach afterschool cuz it was beautiful out and we took pictures and it was just nice. This what life should be like. We also went to to Margarita's for Cinco de Mayo - my friends Laura, Steph, and Johanna, and all of our moms lol, and it was really fun. Look at my facebook for pics!
I feel like a lot of issues and problems have sprung upon me all of a sudden and I don't like it. You know when life is going smoothly and nothing is wrong and you're always happy and it's all good, well things just seem to be crumbling in places I wouldn't expect, and I'm not very excited about that. But honestly I'm not that upset - and I think it's cuz life right now is just so monotonous and dying to move forward that I've lost a passion so to speak. I dunno. I feel just like telling everyone how I really feel, to create my own problems, and to not care about consequences.
I'm going to college in a few months. New life. Bizarre.
My 18th Birthday is in about a month - which is also quite weird. And Malibu soon too. Thus summer will be amazing I think. 18, Malibu, visiting Tanglewood, and working at a restaurant (I got hired at Weathervane lol). Sounds good to me.
I'll end this epic post with a story that really moved me:
My friend at school Louise came up to me and wanted to tell me a story about her cousin who lives in England and goes to a small university there. Louise was telling her about how I started a GSA at my school and what it was and everything. So the cousin decided to start one at her school because of this. And at first everyone was kind of confused and hesitant about it, but then it kept growing and ever since there 15 people have come out because of it because they felt safer and that there were people there for them. So it's nice to know that even though it hasn't done much for my school, somewhere in the world there are people with hopefully better lives now.
Goodnight.