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I thought, if I could get threw the first year, the second and so forth wouldn't be a problem. But everyday that goes bye, I think of them, and it hurts and is depressing. That fatal night, and for the fact that I was 2 miles away from it and I couldn't do anything, all crushes me.
Rest In Eternal Peace- Jay, Ray & Steve - o7.23.o2
I LOVE you boys and miss you so much! <2222
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so, im sittin in staten island right, and its friday.
first day of hellfest.
krys coodnt go and whatnot, and my ride, his car broke down.
so yeah.
i have no rides and my sister wnt bring me unless i go wit someone.
not a lot of people are going today.
sooo.
i think imma see if marc will go wit me when he comes home bc then ill still be able to see shadows fall.
they go on around 8:30 i think.
but i dunno.
im forsure going tomorrow.
if she dont let me, ill fuckin walk there.
i dont care.
so im sittin here bred, and its raining out so i cant even go find people around here.
i have no work for 4 days which rules.
me and shakeema are givin our 2 weeks the first week of aug.
i think?
its ridiculous.
i have to wear a band-aid over my fuckin libret bc im not allowed to have face piercings.
i take my eyebrow out bc i had it for years.
so i fight with a senior soup of like 240/230 everyday and he says hes gunna fire me bc i refuse to take it out.
so rob YOU CAN SUCK A DICK!
all my sups and senior sups have seen it and didnt say shit so shut the fuck up!
i have to call krys in a little to see if shes comming here tonight or going to hellfest tomorrow.
if adam's bringin them, imma see if he will come up here and ill give him money.
ohh god i hate this shit.
oh yeah.
adam is hate fuckin man and lets me drive his darango.
lol.
hes a cool cat.
SOULFLY; ILL NINO; GOD FORBID; A LIFE ONCE LOST; NORMA JEAN; STARLAND! check concertseast.com for the dates!!!!
so thats cool.
im goin to myrtle beach soon!
yeaaaah!!!
ok imma go. shower or something.
xOxBarbxOx
Rest In Eternal Peace- Jay, Ray & Steve - o7.23.o2
I LOVE you boys and miss you so much! <2222
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
so, im sittin in staten island right, and its friday.
first day of hellfest.
krys coodnt go and whatnot, and my ride, his car broke down.
so yeah.
i have no rides and my sister wnt bring me unless i go wit someone.
not a lot of people are going today.
sooo.
i think imma see if marc will go wit me when he comes home bc then ill still be able to see shadows fall.
they go on around 8:30 i think.
but i dunno.
im forsure going tomorrow.
if she dont let me, ill fuckin walk there.
i dont care.
so im sittin here bred, and its raining out so i cant even go find people around here.
i have no work for 4 days which rules.
me and shakeema are givin our 2 weeks the first week of aug.
i think?
its ridiculous.
i have to wear a band-aid over my fuckin libret bc im not allowed to have face piercings.
i take my eyebrow out bc i had it for years.
so i fight with a senior soup of like 240/230 everyday and he says hes gunna fire me bc i refuse to take it out.
so rob YOU CAN SUCK A DICK!
all my sups and senior sups have seen it and didnt say shit so shut the fuck up!
i have to call krys in a little to see if shes comming here tonight or going to hellfest tomorrow.
if adam's bringin them, imma see if he will come up here and ill give him money.
ohh god i hate this shit.
oh yeah.
adam is hate fuckin man and lets me drive his darango.
lol.
hes a cool cat.
SOULFLY; ILL NINO; GOD FORBID; A LIFE ONCE LOST; NORMA JEAN; STARLAND! check concertseast.com for the dates!!!!
so thats cool.
im goin to myrtle beach soon!
yeaaaah!!!
ok imma go. shower or something.
xOxBarbxOx