May 31, 2004 17:29
its true.
worked suct today. i was cold and lisa threw mein sea port. so i fought it, then filled out madd papers and OSQU sheets we have to fill out every mornin. i was kinda in charge of sea port for the most part. i was with bryan tho which ruled bc he got suspended for 30 days for some safety violation, so they threw him in sea port. i miss him. :(
the fata and atreyu show was fucking nuts. most amazing show ever, seriously. (i lied. it was the most amazing next to a 40 and e town show. lol) 18v kicked ass. i forgot who the first band was but they were good. atreyu tore shit up. fata blew me away. i got a pic wit benjamin bc i had justins camera. hahahaha. i also got a fata hoodie. <22 hehe.
so im prob goin to the bleed to dream show on fri. i have nothing to do and jilLian wants me to go so yeah. 40 below is june 16th! im so happy! im gunna get jill to go because she needs to see them bc they're umm.. amazing? yeah. theres a bunch of cool shows comming up. im happy about warped. A7X is gunna be there and so are my letterkills boys <2 hellfest will rule over them all. e towns playin. i was thinkin, imma ask delux if whoever i go wit, if we all can crash at his house bc he lives around there and its far from us and we're guna be so tired and all the tolls and shit and since gas is so expensive and whatnot. and im gettin a 3-day pass most deff. but yeah. its gunna be a kick ass show. i posted all the bands that are confirmed already in a previous entry.
i think my moms growin pot. hahahahah i took pics. ill put them on here layta. the leaves look like it but theres no nuggs on dem. wtf man.
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I'll try, she said as he walked away.
Try not to lose you.
Two vibrant hearts could change.
Nothing tears the being more than deception,
unmasked fear.
I'll be here waiting tested but secure.
Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
you'll be the one to fall.
I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confined in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me.
Nothing will last in this life,
our time is spent constructing,
now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin.
Constrict your hands around me,
squeeze till I cannot breathe,
this air tastes dead inside me,
contribute to our plague.
Break all your promises,
tear down this steadfast wall,
restraints are useless here,
tasting salvation's near.
im really in love with this song. i think bc i hear it a lot i love it even more. i think my fav song by them is turn the other way. ahh <2222222222
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