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[ba5ket_case]

blah........
im so fucking bored
and depressed again
and i fucking hate being like this....
i wish it would fucking go away
ive had to deel with this kind of shit for
2 years now....
and it just fucking hurts...
and all i want is for the hurting to be gone
i dont want to hurt...
i just want to forget....
forget about the bad
and focus on the good
but theres too much of the bad to forget
its like its all permanently etched into the
back of my mind forever
burned there
like a scar
a scar that refuses to go waway
well atleast not all of my scars are visible...
right??
yeah i wish

over and way the fuck out.
lyndsey