Someday
Someday every one will see into my wirld. My world of confusion, hate, girls, and grade. Someday everyone will know who i really am and one day they'll know what to do. One day theyll love me the next theyll hate me and then i will see the true side of everone and i will se how everyone really feels about me. One day ill find out for myself why everything had to change and really what was wrong with her. I know there was something else wrong and it wasnt just us. Someday someone will fill me in with my confusion and someday someone will know my true feelings. Someday ill find someone that truly does like me and that truly does want to be with. Someday........people will see into my eyes and cry and someday someone will thank me for everything that i have done for them. I do everything for everyone and what do i get in return???? ............................................................................... exactly i get nothing..... iget people that look at me like im an idiot and and get people that make fun of me and i get people that hate me and i get people that just dont want to be around me. I never get one thanks in return.
No one truly knows how my life is at my home no one truly hears the yelling but you see my family is very loving and you i would die for my sister to have her eyesight back for at least a day. I would give up my life for someone. But you see people don t understand. people dont like me. people hate me. for what reason i dont know. I have becca who makes fun of me every econd she can and i feel like the only true friends that i have ar lauren ashley marta and bree. Like i said i am just so confused and im not happy. Not because of me and nicole but because of everything. My family going broke my sister being blind and not being able to walk. You people just truly dont know how it feels. I put on my happy face in school and thats just about it. And one more thing to you people how did i really act toward you in the very beginning i felt that i didnt change a bit. I have peolple saying to me thtaa i am a horrible boyfriend. How do you think that that makeds me feel/. It makes me feel like shit if you guys havent noticed yet. And thn you call me gay. What is that................I hate everything right now
Fuck everyone im sry for everything i dont want anything to change but it has to. I dont want to have the life that i have right now i want spmething new someone new. I want people to care for me.....................................no one does.
NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE. .....................................................................................................................................................................................................someday you will see..............................................................SOMEDAY