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well, i actually did very little today. at least nothing productive. i successfully played dodgeball, and i've pretty much gotten brent addicted to alias in a day. score one for awesome tv shows. oh, and not much homework was done today - just enough to get by. that's my tid bit of laziness for the day.
sometimes i feel like i'm so far removed from everything. like i'm on the outside of my own life, and there's nothing i can touch or change - it's all just on a track, and it's only going down from here. kinda reminds me of slaughter-house five - it's all just running on a track. and i just can't do anything, no matter how much i try.
you know, i had the nicest dream the other night. it was a dream about me and jesse's first kiss. i'm not gonna go into details about it at all, nor about the dream, but i'd like to go off onto a tangent. there really is nothing in the world like a first kiss - it's everything: complete bliss, utmost hopes coming true, just pure happiness born of joyful apprehension. there's the moment where you get close and just realize what's about to happen - and then everything just stands still and moves in slow motion. even in my memory, it's a moment where time simply stands still. my memory of it isn't exactly what it used to be, but the feelings that fill the spaces are just overwhelming. it's like that kiss in The Little Mermaid, where ursela talks about how the kiss has to be a "kiss of true love", and the couple kisses and hearts radiate out from it. yeah, it's kinda like that.
i don't know why i had to go off on that tangent, but all those feelings just came back to me last night. and i know it's hard to convey a feeling, and i know i'm not too good at it. a picture's worth a thousand words, and a feeling is worth a thousand pictures. that comes to about a million words, and i just aint got that kinda time.
heh, i love marshall and weiss on alias. marshall almost makes me wanna be a tech kinda person. it'd be so awesome inventing some of those gadgets. and weiss is just awesome in any case - just an all around witty and nice guy. for those who haven't seen alias - just go and buy the seasons and watch it. trust me - it's worth it.
well, i still have 1 physics problem and 2 diffy q problems, so i must be off. a swell night to ye'all.
sometimes i feel like i'm so far removed from everything. like i'm on the outside of my own life, and there's nothing i can touch or change - it's all just on a track, and it's only going down from here. kinda reminds me of slaughter-house five - it's all just running on a track. and i just can't do anything, no matter how much i try.
you know, i had the nicest dream the other night. it was a dream about me and jesse's first kiss. i'm not gonna go into details about it at all, nor about the dream, but i'd like to go off onto a tangent. there really is nothing in the world like a first kiss - it's everything: complete bliss, utmost hopes coming true, just pure happiness born of joyful apprehension. there's the moment where you get close and just realize what's about to happen - and then everything just stands still and moves in slow motion. even in my memory, it's a moment where time simply stands still. my memory of it isn't exactly what it used to be, but the feelings that fill the spaces are just overwhelming. it's like that kiss in The Little Mermaid, where ursela talks about how the kiss has to be a "kiss of true love", and the couple kisses and hearts radiate out from it. yeah, it's kinda like that.
i don't know why i had to go off on that tangent, but all those feelings just came back to me last night. and i know it's hard to convey a feeling, and i know i'm not too good at it. a picture's worth a thousand words, and a feeling is worth a thousand pictures. that comes to about a million words, and i just aint got that kinda time.
heh, i love marshall and weiss on alias. marshall almost makes me wanna be a tech kinda person. it'd be so awesome inventing some of those gadgets. and weiss is just awesome in any case - just an all around witty and nice guy. for those who haven't seen alias - just go and buy the seasons and watch it. trust me - it's worth it.
well, i still have 1 physics problem and 2 diffy q problems, so i must be off. a swell night to ye'all.