Smoke Dreams A'Hoy
Just a quicky before I shoot out the door.....Oh-Em-Gee what a day!
Spent the whole day processing R&M jobs with Patricia due to the end of the year and still have 250 jobs to go that need to be done by end of the month! Doing overtime tomorrow and all going to plan looks like I will be coming in for abit Saturday morning aswell. Im doing it for the money and to show that I am worthy of this new role, should the call be there for me come June to stay in service.
Not too happy with Craig and to a degree Brendon today. Bren messaged me halfway through this madness to say that Craig needed a hand moving stuff from his mums and wants to put on a bbq for us tonight too. Fine and dandy but I had plans tonight and more importantly I had meat defrosting....even if I don't go to the bbq Im still screwed as Im not going to cook for just me and would have to russel for myself anyway. Let Craig know that I am coming but in the future could he organise this stuff with me in advance, getting abit sick of the boys always doing things like this to me. Im a planner, I work my weeks and meals out I don't play things by ear.
So ok new plan tonight.....
Not doing yoga, not going until Monday and am going to do the 30 day challenge no buts or ifs. Will let myself relax this weekend and will make the trip to smoke dreams tonight and have a good feed with the boys and smoke later. I deserve it if I am working saturday and detoxing starting Monday.
Wish me luck!