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Oct 15, 2009 17:22

SO fucking depressed right now....why?!
Full of fucking rage and hatred!
Want to listen to slipknot.
Want to get drunk beyond my witts!
Fucking hell I hate this feeling.
It's exhausting.
Smiling hurts atm.
FUCK!
Can't breath!
Can't even think.
Want to curl up in a ball under my desk and fall asleep.
SOmeone save me!

2 and half hours to go.....watching eddie izzard on the tube, maybe that will help or at least mellow me out or something...I want to feel numb right now!

anxiety, panic attack, depression

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