My One and Only....Brendon xo
Every now and then a certain subject comes to mind. It is something that means so much to me, something that the world will never be able to take from my grasp and something I feel so lucky to have gotten.
That subject is my love, Brendon.
I am so lucky to have found someone who fits me as perfectly as he does.
No one in the world understands me quite like him.
No one else nurtures my crazy little brian the way he does.
For you see I am different, I always have been and others in my past have never been able to comprehend or tolerate my need to be this way.
Growing up I learnt from a very young age that I wasn't like other kids.
The other kids listened to the latest pop singers on the radio, I would rock out to AC/DC and Cold Chisel and whatever else my dad was into.
Other kids swore, broke curfews and abused the love of their parents, I always did what I was told and showed my parents constant love and apprecitation.
The other kids wore all the latest trends, I would make my own fashion and wear whatever the hell I damn wanted!
Back in those days I was ashamed of being different and for years pretended to be "one of the other kids" just to make friends and get by. But I've never been good at pretending and I was bullied and isolated even more for being fake.
Now Im proud to be me!
Im proud to be this crazy, cooky little person.
I love that I listen to metal and can am so passionate about my music that I can get a band tattooed on my body.
I love that I find hilariouty in sick things such as people falling over or hurting themselves.
I love my little dark side, that part of me that loves anything gothic and is tempted to scribble 666 all over my bedroom walls.
I love that I love a good beer and if given the chance could drink anyone under this table...right now!
I love that I am bisexual and can not only appreciate but savour the beauty of the naked female body.
Speaking of naked I love that I don't take myself too seriously. I will often dance around my house starkers just to get a laugh out of Brendon.
So that's me....and Brendon loves and nurtures all these aspects of my personality and I've never been able to be so much of myself with anyone other than family.
Together we pump metal and dance like idiots. Together we piss ourselves laughing when one of us bumps their head on the coffee table. Together we both dyed our black when drunk one night only to realise we made ugly goths. Together we split a six pack of beer and have burping contests till we are laughing so much we spew. Together we will often check out girls and make jokes about taking them home, we have already had a 3some and would like another one soon.
And finally together we are just able to be our complete idiotic selves. We don't take life seriously and don't dare us to run down the street moon cars because we will!
I love my crazy man.......Lots of love your completely insane woman yaha!
TTFN xo