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Man I am in a foul mood today!
Well it's monday, worst day of the week so of course Im in a foul mood simply for that factor but I don't know Im just not in the mood.
I just want to do my work, make a few sales and go home...I would have loved to spend the day at home cleaning to be honest, was really in the mood for that this morning. Managed to get the washing mostly up to date, get some clothes away, load and unload dishwasher and vaccuum the loungeroom. When I get home tonight I might vaccuum and neaten the bedrooms or give the bathroom a goo scrub and tidy - depends how much energy and motivation I have after today!
Decided this morning I am going to put 100% effort into everything - work and homewise, I was pretty slack with everything last week.
I ate crap, I vegged out lots, I didn't get into the gym once and I had a few days at work where I didn't do phone calls or did only like a couple. In my defense I wasn't feeling well all week, just really groggy and out of it all week...however I do think it was due to the nang binge I had on the weekend so that really makes it self inflicted doesn't it?
So yeah feeling better this week so going to try and be the best I can be. Get housework done, do work thoroughly, eat right and force myself into the gym a few times even if it means going alone.
I made excuses with the gym this week, didn't go because whoever I was meant to go with cancelled over the weekend so my attitude was oh well didn't want to go anyway....not good enough emma!
Speaking of the weekend the weekend was good, am sad another good weekend is over.
Friday was my RDO and I spent it with Jess and mum running little errands and stuff. Also went and visited Hayley for a small amount of time to tee up what the arrangements were for saturday night out at crown.
Bren had an annual leave day but he still worked the morning job so I didn't have to take him his tea which was good cause I really didn't feel well friday - very washed out and had a pounding headache. Ended up throwing together risotto bake (which to me came out tasting yucky) and died on the couch with a couple of Johnnie Walker and Cokes until we both passed out at about 11pm.
Saturday I worked and it was boring boring boring and draggggggged on.
Saturday night with the girls was good fun. kass couldn't make it, she was sick but Lis, Jess and Hayley came and we had a ball. The girls got on really well together which was awesome too and Im glad I could give Hayley a nice night out - since she doesn't get to go out much with bubs being here now.
Sunday we just relaxed and toyed around on the net at home before we went to brends mums for a roast dinner, always nice to see his family they really make me smile and make me feel welcomed.
So yeah that was the weekend. It is now 12 past 4pm on Monday so half my shift is over for the day....exactly 3 hours and 30 minutes to go yay at least it went fast. I pretty much just came in at 12 and did phone calls up until an hour ago when I went for my break. I could do more phone calls but I have a feeling it will start to get busy soon and I will need to focus on some walk ins...damn - better get into auto pilot mode!
Hayley said something interesting saturday about seve. Turns out he has been trying to talk to hayley over fb and has been asking heaps of questions about me!
Don't worry I would never go there again but Im just curious as to why he suddenly cares....is it because Amitty dumped his ass and he thinks he can weasel back to me or hayley?
Is it because he finally sees that I was the best thing for him, the only good influence he ever had in his life?
Well whatever it is I think its hilarious and as mean as this sounds I want him to see how far I've come and envy me. I want him to envy me and what I have and feel miserable and hate himself for the life he chose. Vindictive yes but he hurt me and I will not forget it!
I was debating last night whether to add him to my fb but decided against it, it would cause too many arguments if Brendon found out and seve is in NO WAY worth making Brendon upset...not by an inch!
Anyways thats about it atm, that killed about 15 minutes. Down to about 3 hours to go now yay please let them go by quickly so I can get home, cook dinner and clean my house till I am so tired I pass out!
TTFN xx