The Long Kiss Goodbye...
The drug era of my life is over!
I decided it saturday night and I am actually happy with my decision.
I always thought the day I decided to give up drugs I would be sad and a little unsure but instead I am left with a feeling of pride for being able to get out while I still have my health and my whole life ahead of me.
Im also left with a feeling of excitement, excitement to see just what my world will be opening up to now that I've said goodbye to drugs.
Now I can start to save for things I want, now I can really start to buy nice things, go out and enjoy being young.
I never realised just how much drugs were restricting my life and now that I've said no more I want all these other things so much more.
And I guess I can thank my sister to a degree, everything she has gone through has seriously put me off drugs I don't want to be like her and if it can happen to her it can happen to anyone!
So that's it.
No more biccys, no more speed, no more ice, no more K, no morphine none of it.
From now on I will stick to coffee, ciggarettes, alcohol and the occaisional box of nangs on a special occaision - for my birthday Im going to buy a few boxes of nangs and a few drinks and that will be my big birthday session. Nangs are still a drug but at least it's legal I mean I can buy them in IGA and I can't be arrested for buying or taking them.
Ahh well that's the big news, Im going to log onto the coles website. Spoke to Julie @ Coles Friday night and I don't think I'll be getting back into the old coles they just hired a bunch of casuals and shifts are scarce. I've applied for werribee so I'll focus on that and any other full time positions that are popping up.
Caio xo