Brief Encounters
Feeling alot better since last entry on my phone this morning.
The anxiety/ insomnia I experienced seems to be a regular, reaccurring thing for me on a Monday and although it disappears by the time I am driving in the car to work Im getting sick of it. I spoke to mum about it years ago who said it's normal, everyone dreads going to work on a Monday but to the point of fear? I don't know....does anyone else experience this, am I overreacting to it?
Anyway lots to catch you all up on from the weekend, but I won't make a huge essay out of it as Im sure you all don't have time to sit there and drawl through my life story (or the interest to even) so I'll post my lengthy thoughts and weekend events below in a seperate entry and you can read at your own choice:
The Weekend
At work today and the first half has gone quickly thank the moon and the stars. Having lunch now and then there is only 3 hours to go yay!
I think I look pretty good today and my attitude feels really different. For some reason this morning I decided to dress witch/ gothic for work, even as far as goth boots and fishnets on underneath my long skirt. Been only interested in listening to metal* today and last night and have this huge urge to get home and finally start playing with that book of tarot spells dad bought me. Im thinking this is all from my pentagram necklace, it would make sense that the necklace I bought and started wearing yesterday would be helping to bring out the witch inside of me.
Tonight....
I want to pick up my herbal tea-pot that I left at mums and see if we have any mail.
I want to cook a beef massaman curry from scratch and have it taste awesome and there be enough left over for lunch/es.
I want to create my official invitation/ flyer for the launch party explaining what people need to bring and what time and address to be there.
I want to have another crack at the Shisha and give it a clean so it doesn't build up and rot like our last one.
I want to get stuck into another good anime series, maybe start watching Monster again where I left off.
I want to attack Brendon and totally suprise him. Maybe thats the fishnets and the boots talking haha!
*My visit to smoke dreams prompted this reignition of my love for metal again. I mentally took down names of bands I saw on posters in Smoke Dreams that looked cool and began to surf and download stuff to get myself into. There are so many old metal bands Ive yet to hear and love and Im getting on that now. As of yesterday I have now fallen in lust with The Misfits and Alice In Chains and Disturbed's new album has to be their best work yet!