And no one's there to save you.
No, you don't know what it's like.
Seriously, i don't understand why i'm trying so hard for people who don't bother at all.
There is a limit to how much one can take and i'm almost breaking down, yet i put up a happy front for the entire world to see. It's never been my habit to burden others with my problems anyway. But i'm so so sick and tired of everything. I hate my job and people who keep demanding so much from me.
Sometimes, i wish i were dead...perhaps just to see if anybody gives a shit, but so what? It doesn't matter if anyone weeps at my deathbed cos people eventually move on with their lives and my existence won't matter then. Especially so if it doesn't already matter now.
Is it worth living only for the happy moments in life? Or are we all merely waiting to die?
I crave for someone to hug me, tell me everything will be alright and that i'm just having a lousy day, but i know i really need to sort myself out cos if this goes on, i'm gonna go crazy.
And i wanna be the happy Kaelyn everyone's familiar with. I don't wanna be the angsty girl no one likes to hang out with. Actually, come to think about it, i realise i don't really give a damn. Period.
Seriously, i don't understand why i'm trying so hard for people who don't bother at all.
There is a limit to how much one can take and i'm almost breaking down, yet i put up a happy front for the entire world to see. It's never been my habit to burden others with my problems anyway. But i'm so so sick and tired of everything. I hate my job and people who keep demanding so much from me.
Sometimes, i wish i were dead...perhaps just to see if anybody gives a shit, but so what? It doesn't matter if anyone weeps at my deathbed cos people eventually move on with their lives and my existence won't matter then. Especially so if it doesn't already matter now.
Is it worth living only for the happy moments in life? Or are we all merely waiting to die?
I crave for someone to hug me, tell me everything will be alright and that i'm just having a lousy day, but i know i really need to sort myself out cos if this goes on, i'm gonna go crazy.
And i wanna be the happy Kaelyn everyone's familiar with. I don't wanna be the angsty girl no one likes to hang out with. Actually, come to think about it, i realise i don't really give a damn. Period.