I miss you!!!

[b_track_queen]

Do you ever get those days where you just dont want to get up and you just want to sit in bed all day long... well thats what i wanted to do but instead i had to get up and go to track practice... lots of running and lots of sit ups and push ups and pull ups... yeah fun... im really super hurting right now... it kinda sucks...and then on top of it i went with erika and my friend Joe to the capitola mall and they were drinking and since she started drinking that atamaticly makes me the D.D. (designated driver) i mean i have no problem being the DD but it just sucks b/c i would never drink if my friends weren't well if i knew that they didnt want to drink then yeah... but its like just b/c i dont like to drink she just assumes that i am gonna drive... i told her that i wanted to go home... and she did it any way... idk...i just have been having a hard time and i think im taking it out on her... yeah... but i get soo sad some days... it just sucks cuz this is the third time this has happened to me... (not the Erika thing) and im just sick and tired of being the one that gets hurt... i was talking to Erika the other day and we came to a conclusion... you should protect your heart as if it were a child and dont let anyone in unless you know that they are going to be there to stay... and they slowly open your heart... other wize you just going to end up on your ass crying about all the stupid shit... idk... im depressed...

on a good note.. im going to San Francisco tommorow... so i gtg bed...night

im done