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Dear ________,
This is love for the first time, and noone else makes me feel the way you do. One minute you can make me the happiest person in the world, and the next you can keep me up in bed crying into my pillow. This is the odd realization of truth. But you have no idea how i feel, and sometimes i think you don't care. Those 1 a.m. phone conversations were the best, and how we could have them all night every night and never run out of things to say but it would always end with an i love you. Thats what i miss the most. This might not make any sense with my third grade run-on sentences, bad punctuation, and my spelling mistakes, but you never seemed to care.
Remember that night you kissed her in front of everyone? I do... I remember feeling how you feel when someone close to you dies. I couldn't even force a smile on my face besides the fact that I was scared if i said a word i might start to cry. And that night i tried my best not to think about you, but i guess its just something you can't control because i found you there all night anyway. I suddenly found myself waiting all night for you to sign on just to talk to you, and we would compare our favorite band, color, movie etc. etc. And the way you talked about music, you just had such a passion for it, just like the way you told me how you wanted to fall in love so badly, and all i could think is how much I am already in love with you. I have to say your smile is the most genuine thing i've ever seen, and you never loose the ability to amaze me. Your so perfect, but perfect is an understatement. and i cant think of another word that would come close. I never let you know how i feel, and im starting to wonder if thats a mistake. You know you always brought out the better person of me, and when we are around each other everything was great and im so comfortable around you. The only hard part about it is trying to make time go slower so i have longer just to be around you, and to see that beautiful smile on your face.
You know the way you would sit there all night listening to Something Corporate and Dashboard Confessional, and other songs about love and heartbreak and each and every song could bring tears to your eyes. Thats how i feel about you. The way you feel on a spring afternoon taking a really long drive with the windows down. The way you feel when your favorite song comes on the radio, or taking long walks in the rain. Even the way you feel when christmas is only a day away. The excitment and anticipation. Yeah, thats deffinatly how i feel about you.
Sincerely,
Me
p.s. i died shortly after this... lol
This is love for the first time, and noone else makes me feel the way you do. One minute you can make me the happiest person in the world, and the next you can keep me up in bed crying into my pillow. This is the odd realization of truth. But you have no idea how i feel, and sometimes i think you don't care. Those 1 a.m. phone conversations were the best, and how we could have them all night every night and never run out of things to say but it would always end with an i love you. Thats what i miss the most. This might not make any sense with my third grade run-on sentences, bad punctuation, and my spelling mistakes, but you never seemed to care.
Remember that night you kissed her in front of everyone? I do... I remember feeling how you feel when someone close to you dies. I couldn't even force a smile on my face besides the fact that I was scared if i said a word i might start to cry. And that night i tried my best not to think about you, but i guess its just something you can't control because i found you there all night anyway. I suddenly found myself waiting all night for you to sign on just to talk to you, and we would compare our favorite band, color, movie etc. etc. And the way you talked about music, you just had such a passion for it, just like the way you told me how you wanted to fall in love so badly, and all i could think is how much I am already in love with you. I have to say your smile is the most genuine thing i've ever seen, and you never loose the ability to amaze me. Your so perfect, but perfect is an understatement. and i cant think of another word that would come close. I never let you know how i feel, and im starting to wonder if thats a mistake. You know you always brought out the better person of me, and when we are around each other everything was great and im so comfortable around you. The only hard part about it is trying to make time go slower so i have longer just to be around you, and to see that beautiful smile on your face.
You know the way you would sit there all night listening to Something Corporate and Dashboard Confessional, and other songs about love and heartbreak and each and every song could bring tears to your eyes. Thats how i feel about you. The way you feel on a spring afternoon taking a really long drive with the windows down. The way you feel when your favorite song comes on the radio, or taking long walks in the rain. Even the way you feel when christmas is only a day away. The excitment and anticipation. Yeah, thats deffinatly how i feel about you.
Sincerely,
Me
p.s. i died shortly after this... lol