Jul 18, 2004 11:58
for the past week or 2 it seems like nothing can take me off this crazy summer high. its weird cause usually after a good week i suddenly wake up one morning in a bad mood. not this time though. im not even mad that i have to go to my brother's baseball tournament in tennessee on tuesday. i was originally gonna stay home cause i had to work, but since i really dont have a job anymore i have to go. i figured id be pissed about that, but the fact is...im not. sarah leaves tuesday as well only she gets to go to the beach instead of the middle of nowhere. hmmm maybe i can fit in her bags, im sure she wouldnt mind if i tagged along lol. speaking of her, i went over to her house last night and we watched The Butterfly Effect. that was one of the weirdest movies ive ever seen. i understood what was going on the whole time, but what was happening was a lot for my mind to grasp. it really made me think of how changing one simple event could totally change your entire life. but then again that is the butterfly effect.
"The flapping of a single butterfly's wing today produces a tiny change in the state of the atmosphere. Over a period of time, what the atmosphere actually does diverges from what it would have done. So, in a month's time, a tornado that would have devastated the Indonesian coast doesn't happen. Or maybe one that wasn't going to happen, does."
thats some crazy stuff to think about, and i think ill save it for later....much. anyways i had a great time last night. i decided im gonna have to teach sarah how to play poker, and maybe ill teach her to play 13 too. maybe if she gets to come over tonight we can begin her lessons. haha that sould be interesting. just thinking about it makes me smile.
hmmm lets see what else is there. oh, my car passed emissions this time, but after $800 i was expecting no less. i get my tag for it tomorrow. haha its about time i get that. i need a job bad. i really should start looking again, but for some reason i dont want to go out and apply to places again. i guess i did that so much before that im still sick of it. stupid buffalos....why cant they just call me back to work, i was just starting to like it over there too.
well thats it for now i think. maybe ill update tonight about the cards lol. dueces.