okay so now about the changes
changes. they are scary but sometimes good. i do miss some times in my life but now im 18 have to get on roll with the changes. i am no longer on my dell desktop. i am on my new HP laptop. i never imagined i would have one until i was old lol well we graduated on the 14th of june. so many things have happened this i wa slast on this. i got my license about a year ago. i got a car. ive already been in 3 car accidents my first one was in the summer of 06 right before i got my license i backed into a pole. second one was this bitch hit me on my passengers side on our way to school me and allison harvey were in the car on planning day. he kinda tboned it but it was his fault and dented my side doors. my 3rd one was my fault i knocked off my passengers side mirror with the corner of an old gardener's truck as i was switching lanes i didnt leave enough space to clear it and i crashed next to it. wat else i went to prom with tiphani it was fun we didnt have guy dates cus guys are retarded. i SAW DEF LEPPARD AND JOURNEY and ROLLING STONES and AEROSMITH and MOTLEY CRUE i never dreamed i would ever see them it was amazing i saw def lep and journey with brandy in aug of 06 then in novemeber i saw aerosmith and motley with brandy again and at the end of novemeber i saw roling stones with karisa and days later i got drug tested and i didint pass things wer ealready rough with my personal issues after megan calle dmy house over the summer to warn my mom that i was doing drugs and she was scared for me we ended our friendship then we re-kindled it at senior breakfast. who knows me and karisa are hanging out more often hopefully we could ecome best friends agian that would be sweet. me and nathalie dont talk anymore. i stopped talking to her becasue she had to much drama in her life and i could nt keep up with mine let alone hers. i met my dad for the first time on the day before xmas it was cool hes really laidback and chill.
i have seen him on the day befpre my birthday and on graduation day and on fathers day because its weird tht i was reading an entry that i did on fathers day like freshman or sophmore year and i said i was upset becuas eit was fathers day and i wanted to meet my dad and its weird becasue i was a total bitch to him this fathers day that i hung out with him. i guess i was angry towards wat kind of presents he gave me i guess its the thought thst counts. but make it seem liek u were really thinking of me rathe rthen picking up some crappy cheap cd ase holder that holds like 8 cds... that really got to me. anyways
brandy left to vegas with chris her b/f.. i cant believe shes actually leaving no more twin..
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the fighting hasnt stopped it gets to a point where i plan to run away and now i have a car and a credit card and itll be easier but where will i go?....
a couple weeks before my birthday i got really drunk that i couldnt walk and my mom was looking for me like crazy and she didnt find me till like 6 at night passed out in the backseat of my car. earlier that day we were at our friends house drinking and i drank way to much and ppl were taking care of me. lifitng and carrying me and i guess at one point they let me go and i fell and badly spranined my ankle. i still have pain in it noww almost a month and a half later and its still swollen and it looks weird. i learned my lesson
im gunna miss first semeseter of senior year in high school.econmics in mrs. peterson's class/ my freinds chrisitna hart.tiphani.allison.heather.saida.mikayla. faded nights drivng around partying well this summer will be a blast.
last summer i was supoosed to get my tattoo but i didn. da,n going to venice rollin. hanging out at pedersons house with alex omg.. i miss sam and massiel they are in texas now.
itd be nice to fly out to see them
im, definitely gunna do soemthing agian this summer that has to be memorable for my years to come
i have seen him on the day befpre my birthday and on graduation day and on fathers day because its weird tht i was reading an entry that i did on fathers day like freshman or sophmore year and i said i was upset becuas eit was fathers day and i wanted to meet my dad and its weird becasue i was a total bitch to him this fathers day that i hung out with him. i guess i was angry towards wat kind of presents he gave me i guess its the thought thst counts. but make it seem liek u were really thinking of me rathe rthen picking up some crappy cheap cd ase holder that holds like 8 cds... that really got to me. anyways
brandy left to vegas with chris her b/f.. i cant believe shes actually leaving no more twin..
=[ [again some changes are hard]
the fighting hasnt stopped it gets to a point where i plan to run away and now i have a car and a credit card and itll be easier but where will i go?....
a couple weeks before my birthday i got really drunk that i couldnt walk and my mom was looking for me like crazy and she didnt find me till like 6 at night passed out in the backseat of my car. earlier that day we were at our friends house drinking and i drank way to much and ppl were taking care of me. lifitng and carrying me and i guess at one point they let me go and i fell and badly spranined my ankle. i still have pain in it noww almost a month and a half later and its still swollen and it looks weird. i learned my lesson
im gunna miss first semeseter of senior year in high school.econmics in mrs. peterson's class/ my freinds chrisitna hart.tiphani.allison.heather.saida.mikayla. faded nights drivng around partying well this summer will be a blast.
last summer i was supoosed to get my tattoo but i didn. da,n going to venice rollin. hanging out at pedersons house with alex omg.. i miss sam and massiel they are in texas now.
itd be nice to fly out to see them
im, definitely gunna do soemthing agian this summer that has to be memorable for my years to come