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I am in such a blind rage right now, I just wish I could pull something's hair out. Not my hair, mind you, 'cuz my hair is awesome, but I dunno......an idiot's hair, so long as I didn't have to get close to them. Thus, I need an idiot with long hair, and while I know of one, pulling said hair would most certainly get me fired.
New people are never good enough for me, because they are never as good AS me. Now, it's not that I'm conceited, it's just that I am very attentive to detail and work damned hard to be the best I can, whereas other people give half-assed efforts and ask me to explain the same damned thing 3 times in a week instead of just taking a few notes the very first time.
This being said, I'm gonna have to be doing more production. Laleah's trying to get a radio job, and Marty told her she could work in the mornings and nights, so he wants me to give her some of my invoicing to do "because we can't get behind on collecting money!". Now, if she can't do HER job sufficiently (ie: without my daily help), what makes him think she could do MY job?? It's bullshit, really.
I almost wish instead of getting together with Kristen tonight I was home to make up a resumé. Got-damn!! I'm trying REALLY hard to lose weight, let's see if I can keep this 7 lbs. off for more than a week!!
It's like Gim said, it's hard to write since Heidi's death, especially since everything will be mentioning her and I don't wanna seem like I ONLY have bad news, but damn. I hate 2006 fiercely.
I need more money, dammit. Chicago was awesome, but I know it cost a lot, and Dan's car needing over $300 work (AGAIN) didn't help things at all. I wouldn't trade seeing King Tut's stuff for the WORLD though. I've started thinking about going to school again, this time to get a degree that will give me a professional job. We'll see what happens.
New people are never good enough for me, because they are never as good AS me. Now, it's not that I'm conceited, it's just that I am very attentive to detail and work damned hard to be the best I can, whereas other people give half-assed efforts and ask me to explain the same damned thing 3 times in a week instead of just taking a few notes the very first time.
This being said, I'm gonna have to be doing more production. Laleah's trying to get a radio job, and Marty told her she could work in the mornings and nights, so he wants me to give her some of my invoicing to do "because we can't get behind on collecting money!". Now, if she can't do HER job sufficiently (ie: without my daily help), what makes him think she could do MY job?? It's bullshit, really.
I almost wish instead of getting together with Kristen tonight I was home to make up a resumé. Got-damn!! I'm trying REALLY hard to lose weight, let's see if I can keep this 7 lbs. off for more than a week!!
It's like Gim said, it's hard to write since Heidi's death, especially since everything will be mentioning her and I don't wanna seem like I ONLY have bad news, but damn. I hate 2006 fiercely.
I need more money, dammit. Chicago was awesome, but I know it cost a lot, and Dan's car needing over $300 work (AGAIN) didn't help things at all. I wouldn't trade seeing King Tut's stuff for the WORLD though. I've started thinking about going to school again, this time to get a degree that will give me a professional job. We'll see what happens.