And the Greatest is Love
And sometimes I wonder why people don’t just tell you what they think; I’m so glad you don’t want to hurt my feelings, but at least tell me when you have a problem.
I have no problem admitting I’m a hypocrite; it’s a well-known fact from where I stand. But I don’t understand how some people deny they are. I certainly know there are some people I have problems with, but I at least allow myself to accept that and at times, attempt to remedy them, though not all that often… I wish I understood the way you think…
Today I tried to write more kick ass poetry, but so far, all I have are a few tear stained pages of shit and a terrible headache. I wish I could better express my own feelings on paper than write so well about things I know nothing about.
I’ve been feeling so cynical as of late, but all I have been doing is taking in out on the people I care most about. I’ve been ignoring Ian and Sherb. I’ve been a total bitch to everyone I talk to and I wouldn’t be surprised if Erin hated me.
I was sick so I didn’t get to go to Court’s party, which was supposedly awesome. It makes me sad that the one thing I am invited to all year I can’t go to because I am sick. I always get sick and miss out on all the fun.
As I dwell on a thought that has so graciously followed me around for nearly two weeks now, I feel the need to share. I am so sick to death of being everyone’s bitch. People walk all over me and for too long I have sat and said nothing. I never speak up because I want people to like me somewhere don inside and I don’t care if they hurt me.
But not anymore. This is the new me. The me who is determined not to let you walk all over me again. The next time you tick me off, be prepared, because you are giving me the perfect opportunity to let me give you a piece of my mind. I don’t’ like conflict, and I don’t like being an intentionally mean person. My conscience has a problem with these things.
However, I swear, cross me again, and be prepared. I am going to give you hell. I’ve had it up to here.
Just so, I warned you,
<3 Me
P.S. the above was really only directed at two people, though the contemplation has been over one, in light of recent events (try FRIDAY) I have decided to add in another person to these feelings, which stem from two totally different worlds, people and circumstances.
I have no problem admitting I’m a hypocrite; it’s a well-known fact from where I stand. But I don’t understand how some people deny they are. I certainly know there are some people I have problems with, but I at least allow myself to accept that and at times, attempt to remedy them, though not all that often… I wish I understood the way you think…
Today I tried to write more kick ass poetry, but so far, all I have are a few tear stained pages of shit and a terrible headache. I wish I could better express my own feelings on paper than write so well about things I know nothing about.
I’ve been feeling so cynical as of late, but all I have been doing is taking in out on the people I care most about. I’ve been ignoring Ian and Sherb. I’ve been a total bitch to everyone I talk to and I wouldn’t be surprised if Erin hated me.
I was sick so I didn’t get to go to Court’s party, which was supposedly awesome. It makes me sad that the one thing I am invited to all year I can’t go to because I am sick. I always get sick and miss out on all the fun.
As I dwell on a thought that has so graciously followed me around for nearly two weeks now, I feel the need to share. I am so sick to death of being everyone’s bitch. People walk all over me and for too long I have sat and said nothing. I never speak up because I want people to like me somewhere don inside and I don’t care if they hurt me.
But not anymore. This is the new me. The me who is determined not to let you walk all over me again. The next time you tick me off, be prepared, because you are giving me the perfect opportunity to let me give you a piece of my mind. I don’t’ like conflict, and I don’t like being an intentionally mean person. My conscience has a problem with these things.
However, I swear, cross me again, and be prepared. I am going to give you hell. I’ve had it up to here.
Just so, I warned you,
<3 Me
P.S. the above was really only directed at two people, though the contemplation has been over one, in light of recent events (try FRIDAY) I have decided to add in another person to these feelings, which stem from two totally different worlds, people and circumstances.