I feel so guilty that I haven't updated in years it seems. My summer has been so hectic, not to mention I've been really lazy.
Many interesting things to write about have happened since I last updated, though most of them I shall not share, for the sake of concience or time I still do not know.
The olimpics are going well for us, so that makes me happy. I've decided that mens gymnastics is my new favorite sport, followed by diving. My sister is so fascinated that she decided to learn how to dive.
This entry is so boring, I'm sorry. I have so much to tell, yet so little I can actually say. I've been talking to Fluffy, and well, I don't really know what to say anymore. Our conversations have become to strained and I feel guilty for avoiding, but what else can I do?
I'm so unsure of myself, and I'm not very good at being unconfident. Is that even a word? Well anyway, it doesn't really matter if it is or not.
I downloaded about 50 new songs, so my lengthly bouts online are now accompinied by the correct theme music. Speaking of time spent online, my RPG, Lumos crashed earlier thsi month, so I have been without for awhile. I think Pammy and I are suffering withdrawl symptoms -- its sad.
Happily, I have foraged ahead, of course with the help of Sherb and Pammy. We crated Las Akos, a NEW RPG on confetti-haze.net!
http://confetti-haze.net/Akos/phpBB2/ Please visit and join, we desperatly need teachers and students!!!!!!!!
Aside from all this, I saw Sherb, Elle and Gigi two weeks ago and we had a girls night in. "If things get tough, there are two men in the basement who would be happy to help...." Mrs. Nixon is too great sometimes.
I don't know if I want to go back to school. I am living in my summer world and I don't want it to end, and I have to be responsible again, and think about the consequences of my actions. I like summer in all her unpredictibility and low stress levels. Once school starts I have to be smart, uptight, conforming Brie, who I dislike very much.
No matter how much I love fall, summer is my strongest season. I am myself in the summer, while at school I feel like I'm masquerading as Brie, pretending to be what I'm not. But then again, maybe summer is the real facade.....