May 11, 2005 20:20
Well there are always consequences for your actions whether they be good or bad. In this case, I have been lax in doing school work and because of it, I was again deficient for the second time around in school. This means I may not be able to attend WSU again. At least not for another year. In regards to this, I am also being accused of plagiarism which isn't much fun either. I have to go through an extensive amount of paperwork if I am able to stay in school or reinstate myself. Because I didn't do so well in school, I'd rather not disclose how bad I did, I am officially kicked out until I can prove my worth to the university that they should let me stay. This is not something I want to think about.
Things happen for a reason. This is just my wake up call to reality in realizing that I actually need to pay attention and focus on school, taking it seriously. I hope all works out otherwise I really don't know what I'll do. I've worked too hard to get where I am now to just quit. Actions come with consequences. I just have to face up to mine. Here's wishing me the best. I'd rather not type all the different things that have been influencing my grades over the past couple years here at Washington State University. It seems that bad things happen, and I just keep ending up right in the middle of it. The worst part is knowing that it is your fault and that you could have prevented these things from happening. There's no use kicking my head in over this. I might as well pick up the pieces and just deal with what life's cards have dealt me.
You know life's a bitch and then you die. I think I've been bitch slapped by life a little too much in the past few weeks.