For *someone*

Apr 04, 2008 18:17

Title: No reasons, no explanations, no solutions
Author:
b_rokenheels
Rating: G
Characters/Pairings: Hyuksu and (small bits) of eunhae
Disclaimers: I don't own them.
Summary: In love, one can be selfish-- but what good does it do to them?

You've always been the best of the best of the best with him. Always, now and forever. Nothing changes-- until he appeared. Lee Dong hae.

Who is he? Where is he better than me? Why should i be inferior to him? You see them walking to school together, talking, laughing. Sometimes even having close moments that friends, friends shouldn't have.

He's mine, he's mine. Why should i share him? Share him with someone not as good as you. You know he's the only guy for you and both of you are the perfect match. No one should break both of you up. Tangled together, now and forever.

- - -

"Hyuk, why is the sky so grey today?"

He smiled and patted my head, "Because my susu is not happy today" You smiled. He's best at this. You know he's the best with words and assurance.

"You can always count on me!" He flashed you his million dollar smile and suddenly everything felt better.

From then on, you always know-- he's the only one you can count on. Rain or shine, he's going to be your only sunshine. Even though you badly want to be his only sunshine.... One and only.

- - -

You can't think straight. You know you're not smart enough, neither are you good enough to keep him by your side.

You see how he smile whenever he's with him and you can't help but to smile weakly. You see how much he relies on him, just like how much you rely on him. It was a vicious cycle. And only because you know how it feels not having someone you love, you let him go.

Let him go, let him go. Give them your blessings.

Love, cannot be shared. Neither can it be forgotten.
Loving one, also means you're brave enough to let him go with his heart and still be there for him when he fell. This is love.

"Go. Go for him, hyuk."

"Why? No--" You shook your head and smiled, "It's time for you to go for something you truly desired. No matter what, we're still best friends. Nothing will change."

You let him go, you freed him, you gave him happiness. There is no reasoning in love- there's only "yes" or "no" and "lovers" or "haters". And you will never regret what you had done-- because you saw the glow in him, the happiness in him. Nothing could be that precious, other than that special smile-- from him.

You cannot stop the sadness in you. It feels like all the blood in your body is being drained out but at the same time you know,

"Time, time".

Time will put this sadness to a halt.

/

I didn't plan to kill junsu. Don't kill me ._. I want this to be happy but... it's time for hyuk to be :D and not :< on his special day yep!
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