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UGHHHHHHHH. I want friends who care about the state of the world and will squat with me. I want to squat so bad!!! Not pee pee squat, staying in an abandoned house and cheating the government squat. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I'm slowly losing my mind and I have detention. I want drugs and no one has any. I haven't done anything in FOREVER. I don't 'do drugs', I 'self medicate'. Keep telling yourself that Missy. I also want to have a mad cuddle fest and to get a tattoo. I want a tattoo so BADDDDDDDDD. I've figured out I'm a bit of a masochist. Sweet huh? Who wants to party? I WANT TO FUCKING PARTY. I hate shcool more and more. And I hate detention. I'm not going. But if I don't go I'll get a satuday which no shit I will skip then I will get suspended then sent to live with my Dadeo. Which actually doesn't sound that bad. Atleast I can bunk the amtrak to NYC whenever I want. I lost all my cd's and Im about to have a melt down. My melt downs are UGLY. If I can't listen to the Vandals for one more day Im going to set my stupid apartment complex on FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!