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[b_ridget]

i feel like i'm getting sick again.
my nose is stuffy,
and i sneeze constantly,
sweet!

the book i'm reading
makes me want to jump in my car
and just drive for days.
see more than just "hampton roads."

i want to go back to manhattan.
i felt like i belonged there.
my mom said it scared her to see me walking in the streets.
she even know i felt at home there.

my family, realizes i'm growing up
but won't accept me growing up.
i have plans to travel,
they just look at me with worried eyes.

i'm sick of those looks.

my pep-pep, he seems to be the only supporting one.
maybe he understands how this area
could make one stir crazy.
it's done its toll on me.

he just says "do you need anything"
i respond "nope, pep-pep, i'm good. thanks anyways."
he smiles and puts his hand on my shoulder.
i swear he's the only one that gets me sometimes.

so bad do i want it to be warm again,
so i can ride with the windows down,
belting out my music of choice,
basking in the sun.

it's time to start experiencing life.
instead of just going through the motions.