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[b_ridget]

although i miss things.
i'm so apathetic.

it scares me.

there are few things i actually care about.

family, college, select people and living.

i'm shutting everything out.
but its not all my fault.
maybe i'm being harsh
but i can't see any other way.

i came to a realization about a week ago.
i've only shared this with one other person.
he'll probably be the only one,
atleast right now.

i don't like keeping things in.
i don't like feeling disconnected.

i've just been let down,
burned,
hurt
too many times to put effort into anything.

pathetic.