the.spacebar.is.pissing.me.off
okay so i havent actually updated about anything important in quite a while...i dont have my cell phone my dad took it away i still dont know exactly why he did...i know a few reasons but those things have been like that for a while so i dont know why he would take it away now...
my life is totally going down hill its a "downward spiral" i dont know how to handle it..im tired of being the person that i am..things have gotten so completely out of control, i dont take anything seriously especially school and my grades. im scared of what is going to go wrong next. im sitting in computer apps not doing my work as usual. i should have an A in here it is so easy it is one of the easiest classes i have besides civics...last time i had a C, that is only because i never do any of the work. But that is besides the point..the problem is that my parents are starting to come down hard on me now and im afraid that will only drive me to be more "wild" than i already am..i dont want to mess up my life and not live up to mine and my family's expectations...them trying to control me is only gonna make things worse and harder on them...
example-my cell phone..taking away my cell phone wont stop me from going places, it will just remove the connection from me to them. so now they wont be able to know where i am 24/7 so i dont know how long me not having a cell phone will last because i know they like me having it to much
but other than that i dont know what to think of all of this..i need to start picking up the pieces of my life and putting them back together again i dont even know where or how to start.
my life is totally going down hill its a "downward spiral" i dont know how to handle it..im tired of being the person that i am..things have gotten so completely out of control, i dont take anything seriously especially school and my grades. im scared of what is going to go wrong next. im sitting in computer apps not doing my work as usual. i should have an A in here it is so easy it is one of the easiest classes i have besides civics...last time i had a C, that is only because i never do any of the work. But that is besides the point..the problem is that my parents are starting to come down hard on me now and im afraid that will only drive me to be more "wild" than i already am..i dont want to mess up my life and not live up to mine and my family's expectations...them trying to control me is only gonna make things worse and harder on them...
example-my cell phone..taking away my cell phone wont stop me from going places, it will just remove the connection from me to them. so now they wont be able to know where i am 24/7 so i dont know how long me not having a cell phone will last because i know they like me having it to much
but other than that i dont know what to think of all of this..i need to start picking up the pieces of my life and putting them back together again i dont even know where or how to start.