my halloweeny update!
okay so MOST of the time when i post about something its like meaning, in general, not specific instances
>>>example my last post that said that i can't keep secrets, that was a "general statement." It didn't mean that i got somebody pissed off at me because i told a secret...it was just meaning that i have a hard time keep secrets. But okay now that that is out of the way...
today was borrrrrinnngggg i have done nothing all day. I havent done homework since like forever ago...maybe even since i was a freshman. that is sad...i wanna go to cotillion but there is like nobody left and it is still 2 months away. i hate how people start freaking out way ahead of time i mean gah we have 2 months well, less than that but still. everything is sooo different than it used to be like a year or two ago, goh i never imagined i would be where i am now a year ago. i dont know who to trust anymore, actually i don't trust anyone. there isn't one person i know that hasnt let me down at least once in my life...except for maybe my dad. but then there are still things that he has done to disappoint me, not that i haven't disappointed him tons and tons of times but i am still learning so i guess it is kind of okay....
we have 3 worksheets to do for computer apps and there are 20 minutes left and i havent even started!
the haunted house thingy is tonight i was gonna go because mr bennit said that he would give us extra credit if we went but then he changed his mind so im not going i guess....
as for all of this drama that is going on, i feel like i am being stretched apart...i love all of my friends, so i have decided that i am not gonna be involved in this anymore even though i do think that the whole thing is a little rediculous...as in like what brought this all on i mean it totally does not deserve this much attention, it has been way "blown out of proportion" i think that the best thing to do would to be to just leave it alone and not talk about it anymore...the people that do know about this shouldn't even know it should have been kept between the two maybe 3 girls involved...i think it will all be okay and people will eventually G.E.T.O.V.E.R. it!!! but that is all that i have to say about it, i am done worrying/thinking/etc about it..so yeah im gonna go do my english homework so ill ttyl <3 .b.r.i.t.r.a.y.