THE ACTUAL UPDATE

[b_rated_actor]

I'm positive all of you are harboring an insatiable desire to hear what's happening in the life and times of Jaqui Bell; and if you're not, you're about to anyway.

SOCIAL LIFE: Gone. The funny thing is I really don't care, the only time my old friends talk to me is when they need a ride somewhere. (I drive now, a 2001 red dodge intrepid,that as

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[grrr_betsy]

I miss you doll! I'm glad you love work, I loved it too, I'm sad I'll never get a chance to work there again, since I'll only be back for like a month before I go to college (unless I end up going to Fresno State because I'm poor as hell!) So tell everyone I said hi and hope they're doing well and that fashion in France is amazing!
Haha why to go on the agnosticism, I've always leaned that way myself as you well know.
That thing Mr Wright said is the truth if I ever heard it, and I guess that's why I'm sad I was never more than just a friend of proximity with certain people. Luckily I know that's not the case with you, because, well I just fucking know, okay!? On the otherhand, I really love friends and going out and doing things - but that can easily be replaced by one person who you really love and connect with (I learned that being with Craig, whose ass I just can't give up/forget about.)
Glad things are straightening out for you at last. I know that anyone who puts themself to it can make their life better than they ever thought it would be. In my opinion people who suffer after the age of 18 are just slackers who don't want to work to make things better.
So in the mean time, I'm here learning French and enjoying myself, feeling a bit sad now that I had to leave you and B.B. Pepper behind. Not giving up hope on my Holden Caulfield and slowly beginning to loosen up a little. Prospects for the future are bright. I don't have as much freedom here as I would like, but that is mostly a result of the language barrier.

[grrr_betsy]

See you in July - but talk to you before that.

I MISSSS YOU!!!!