The future freaks me out.
So, Anita and Katie and Matthew are moving out of Fresno on the 29th. My Dad and Katy are following suite as soon as the house sells. I will be alone in Fresno.
I stil don't have my liscence or a car.
I still don't have a job.
I still attend Hoover High School.
I am fucking terrified.
I have so much shit to do. It's incredible. I must find a job, get my liscence, move in with Micayla, take the SAT II and/or ACT, fix my schedule, get an ID for my trip to Louisiana, change my bank account from checking to savings again, holy shit. I'm OVERWHELMED beyond belief.
I wish there was someone who could just show me how to do all this stuff.I wish there was some neat little package someone could bring me, all taped up and lovely labeled "Independence". I wish someone could take care of all of this for me. I don't want this yet. I don't want this responsibility yet. I want my friends; I want my family. I don't want to worry about all of this yet. Please, please youth, come back to me.
Youth really is the most unfaithful mistress.
I stil don't have my liscence or a car.
I still don't have a job.
I still attend Hoover High School.
I am fucking terrified.
I have so much shit to do. It's incredible. I must find a job, get my liscence, move in with Micayla, take the SAT II and/or ACT, fix my schedule, get an ID for my trip to Louisiana, change my bank account from checking to savings again, holy shit. I'm OVERWHELMED beyond belief.
I wish there was someone who could just show me how to do all this stuff.I wish there was some neat little package someone could bring me, all taped up and lovely labeled "Independence". I wish someone could take care of all of this for me. I don't want this yet. I don't want this responsibility yet. I want my friends; I want my family. I don't want to worry about all of this yet. Please, please youth, come back to me.
Youth really is the most unfaithful mistress.