just like before it all happened
its just like before
a smiling boy on the outside
a crying child on the inside
like a day never passed
a strong man on the outside
a wounded child on the inside
like the joy was never there
a laughing boy on the outside
a angry kid on the inside
like i was always scared
a brave man on the ouside
a worthless coward on the outside
i sumtimes think i mite just die
a life of dreams on the outside
a never ending nightmare on the inside
its like the pain has increased its strength
a laugh in the face of death on the outside
a curse at God for putting me there in the first place
its just like before
a smiling boy on the outside
a crying child on the inside
a smiling boy on the outside
a crying child on the inside
like a day never passed
a strong man on the outside
a wounded child on the inside
like the joy was never there
a laughing boy on the outside
a angry kid on the inside
like i was always scared
a brave man on the ouside
a worthless coward on the outside
i sumtimes think i mite just die
a life of dreams on the outside
a never ending nightmare on the inside
its like the pain has increased its strength
a laugh in the face of death on the outside
a curse at God for putting me there in the first place
its just like before
a smiling boy on the outside
a crying child on the inside