thrust my torn hands into the salt
i want to shoot myself in the face
its all i can think about
i need to have such a full plate so that i dont have time to think about it
i hate myself for not fogetting about it...
*dead*
ok, heres whats going on...if you care...but probably not...
8 days - haste the day, scary kids scaring kids, etc at el corazon
11 days - my b-day
13 days - journey, def leppard concert
i wish i had a little more going on, like every day, but i know thats not how its going to be, because im a loser...i work, come home, do nothing, go to sleep, wake up, and start over again...i get like one day off a week, and ive lost touch with people...they obviously dont care because they dont call either...whatever...
i saw someone i hate today, they came into my work, i saw them, they turned tail and walked right out the front door...it was rewarding knowing that they know how i feel about them, and that they better stay away from me...god...i wish i didnt hate so many people and could just stop holding grudges...
eff people...
its all i can think about
i need to have such a full plate so that i dont have time to think about it
i hate myself for not fogetting about it...
*dead*
ok, heres whats going on...if you care...but probably not...
8 days - haste the day, scary kids scaring kids, etc at el corazon
11 days - my b-day
13 days - journey, def leppard concert
i wish i had a little more going on, like every day, but i know thats not how its going to be, because im a loser...i work, come home, do nothing, go to sleep, wake up, and start over again...i get like one day off a week, and ive lost touch with people...they obviously dont care because they dont call either...whatever...
i saw someone i hate today, they came into my work, i saw them, they turned tail and walked right out the front door...it was rewarding knowing that they know how i feel about them, and that they better stay away from me...god...i wish i didnt hate so many people and could just stop holding grudges...
eff people...