this is the sound of music from another room...
people who think they are better than anyone else - 2835274642872
so, i found out today that the stupid lady that i despise that also writes the schedule doesnt even try to check our request book to see if anyone would like a day off here or there...i requested the 4th of july, and a different person was really nice about it and told me that i had to work on the 4th because everyone works on the 4th, which i was fine with, but today i found out that she doesnt even check it for anyone except the checkers...she doesnt care about helper clerks, courtesy clerks, or anyone else for that matter. it seems to me that the only people that can request days off and get them are supervisors, or the manager himself...i am so fucking sick of this, i got so tired of asking them if i could get a day off that i finally had to tell them its a youth group thing for church so that they wouldnt be such douchebags and look down on me for wanting a specific day off to go do something...god forbid i do that, i should know my place and just take what they give me...be happy with MAYBE one day off a week...sounds good...die safeway die...
that was then, this is now...
i went to an emo/wtf ever show tonight...it was good to see some old friends, make fun of some people and not care, and realize how much of a douche derek or whatever from impact is...i never truly realized it before, but tonight i really saw his true colors...he thinks hes so high and mighty, so cool that he hangs out with kids half his age...and if any of them do something he doesnt like, he gets in their face and gives them the old what-for...good for him...i guess having a small penis takes you far in life...
i am going to run the merch table for pistol at the liberty show on august 3rd i want to say?
iono, im going to be on the guest list, sell some good stuff, talk to aaron about getting some tats, maybe some piercings, we will see about what happens i guess...
i hate it when something that i regularly check is down, like myspace...i got home tonight, i have like 4 messages, an event invitation, and some other things, and i cant even log in...this is frustrating, im going to try again after i finish this, and if it doesnt work, eff it, ill check it tomm...
i work all day tomm, so leave me alone...im NOT going to be in a good mood...
i hate how hot it is, i dont like body parts touching each other, like legs crossed, feet touching, arms touching, anything...it just makes me sweat, and im not going to get any sleep AGAIN tonight, which is awesome...
on one hand, i hate emo because it puts me in the thinking mood, which is never good for me...but on the other hand, i hate having feelings and the things i think about always seem to frustrate me...
maybe i need to just shoot myself in the head and get it over with...
i think i might just have to go solo on the screamocoustic band...it seems thats the only way to go, which will be good, but alot harder...i guess?
i think im done for now, if you want to leave some love, you can, but im sure you wont...so there...
so, i found out today that the stupid lady that i despise that also writes the schedule doesnt even try to check our request book to see if anyone would like a day off here or there...i requested the 4th of july, and a different person was really nice about it and told me that i had to work on the 4th because everyone works on the 4th, which i was fine with, but today i found out that she doesnt even check it for anyone except the checkers...she doesnt care about helper clerks, courtesy clerks, or anyone else for that matter. it seems to me that the only people that can request days off and get them are supervisors, or the manager himself...i am so fucking sick of this, i got so tired of asking them if i could get a day off that i finally had to tell them its a youth group thing for church so that they wouldnt be such douchebags and look down on me for wanting a specific day off to go do something...god forbid i do that, i should know my place and just take what they give me...be happy with MAYBE one day off a week...sounds good...die safeway die...
that was then, this is now...
i went to an emo/wtf ever show tonight...it was good to see some old friends, make fun of some people and not care, and realize how much of a douche derek or whatever from impact is...i never truly realized it before, but tonight i really saw his true colors...he thinks hes so high and mighty, so cool that he hangs out with kids half his age...and if any of them do something he doesnt like, he gets in their face and gives them the old what-for...good for him...i guess having a small penis takes you far in life...
i am going to run the merch table for pistol at the liberty show on august 3rd i want to say?
iono, im going to be on the guest list, sell some good stuff, talk to aaron about getting some tats, maybe some piercings, we will see about what happens i guess...
i hate it when something that i regularly check is down, like myspace...i got home tonight, i have like 4 messages, an event invitation, and some other things, and i cant even log in...this is frustrating, im going to try again after i finish this, and if it doesnt work, eff it, ill check it tomm...
i work all day tomm, so leave me alone...im NOT going to be in a good mood...
i hate how hot it is, i dont like body parts touching each other, like legs crossed, feet touching, arms touching, anything...it just makes me sweat, and im not going to get any sleep AGAIN tonight, which is awesome...
on one hand, i hate emo because it puts me in the thinking mood, which is never good for me...but on the other hand, i hate having feelings and the things i think about always seem to frustrate me...
maybe i need to just shoot myself in the head and get it over with...
i think i might just have to go solo on the screamocoustic band...it seems thats the only way to go, which will be good, but alot harder...i guess?
i think im done for now, if you want to leave some love, you can, but im sure you wont...so there...