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I don't think that i have been this close or liked anyone this much before. i mean you're right there all the time just seems like you are just out of my arms reach.
Like on friday i guess i got a hint of what it feels like to be going out with you and it made me like you even more. guess it hurts being soo close to you but not being able to go any farther than just close friends. i mean i want to but there are circumstances beyond my control that are preventing this. i totally understand why you don't want to right now and feel the same way b/c it would probably lead to a bad ending. but at the same time feel like i have been stuck in the same place for a long time and not been able to do anything about it.
Like on friday i guess i got a hint of what it feels like to be going out with you and it made me like you even more. guess it hurts being soo close to you but not being able to go any farther than just close friends. i mean i want to but there are circumstances beyond my control that are preventing this. i totally understand why you don't want to right now and feel the same way b/c it would probably lead to a bad ending. but at the same time feel like i have been stuck in the same place for a long time and not been able to do anything about it.