its gonna be one of those weeks

[b_rabbit539]

So have you even just known that it was gonna be a bad week? well i just have this feeling.. its like 6:20 right now and im sitting in front of my comouter bawling my eyes out, there are so many hings just built up inside me that i cant hide anymore... i hate my life. i may not show it but im seriously dieing inside.. and hes the main source of my pain he gets to me liek no one else ever has.. and when hes not talking to me i feel lost... i know it sounds pathetic but oh fucking well.. no one gets it

another thing.. my sister, im always compared to her.. i have one true friend that is my friend and only my friend.. not because im the famous beths sister... as said bye stevi.. "you're beths sister.. tahts what you'll always be" everyboy i have ever liked, has liked my sister, every achievement iver ever got has never compared to what my sister has done with her life.. dont get me wrong i lvoe my sister more than anyone in this world.. id die for her but theres nly so much a girl can take of being last inyour parents and friends eyes..

i know im fat and i know im ugly and i know i tend to be a bitch.. but god damn people i have a fucking heart and one of these times im gonna snap

and to you.. im sorry im being a bitch im just fucking annoyed as hell w/ ur situation, i still love ya