bored as shit
Well i havent actually done a real update in a long ass time soo ill just give u all a lil bit of the past month or soo. well i got fired from mervyns bc they were letting all there seasonal help go.. fuck that place dude.. they fired me on my fucking answering machine i mean damn atleast grow someballs and say it to my face.. then they excpected me to finish out my week... FUCK THAT, like i was actually going to go in thats a joke right there.. well thats bout it with that.. i still get one more check fromt here so thats tight.. other than that ive been workign at beamerz again.. we just had our christmas party.. we went out to eat and went bowling it was actually a fun time....
other than that i was actually thinking bout moving to florida.. but i think im gonna put those plans on hold for a bit to see what happens with a few things, but i think im for sure moving back to ypsi for a bit cuz i have a new babysitting job out there and i really miss mariah.. i mean damn we were togther everyday.. now i see her once a montb.. it sucks i miss my other fam out there too like sammy and my gram and dense.. but then i get nervous to leave again bc of my dad and to be honest my bestfriend in the world lives a block away and i feel kinda lost when sshes not there everyday.. so here i am stuck in a confusing situation again.. plus i really need to start school i eman i know what i wanna do its just the fact on deciding what school i wanna go to.. macomb or washtenaw.. ones in utica the other ypsi... well anyways
Ive been super busy getting ready for christmas.. in fact i still have a lil christmas shopping to finish up tomarrow... but for soem reason im just not excited this year.. i guess the older you get the less fun it is.. i wanna be a kid again so i can believe in santa claus and christmas would still be an amazing day... i think its just that round the holidays i start to think bout my bro.. i mean seriously i miss him sooo much its rediculous... no one will ever understand what it feels like to lose a sibling.. unless u go through it urself.. i mean yeah its sad when ur grandparents die and what not but... but they are old and they have liveed a full life.. they werent 21 years old and basically just beginning there life.. it just fucking sucks.. ud think after 5 years itd get easier.. but damn the more years without him.. the more i miss him... UGH K SORRY GUYS i just had to get that off my chest....
well on a lighter note.. me and my nephew got a 4 wheeler for christmas :) it is sooo fucn i mean damn ive wanted one since i was 10... im sooo excted to ride it :)
well every one if i dont post again i hope you all have a merry christmas :)
merry christmas brent.. i miss u bro.. and ull be in my heart forever...
other than that i was actually thinking bout moving to florida.. but i think im gonna put those plans on hold for a bit to see what happens with a few things, but i think im for sure moving back to ypsi for a bit cuz i have a new babysitting job out there and i really miss mariah.. i mean damn we were togther everyday.. now i see her once a montb.. it sucks i miss my other fam out there too like sammy and my gram and dense.. but then i get nervous to leave again bc of my dad and to be honest my bestfriend in the world lives a block away and i feel kinda lost when sshes not there everyday.. so here i am stuck in a confusing situation again.. plus i really need to start school i eman i know what i wanna do its just the fact on deciding what school i wanna go to.. macomb or washtenaw.. ones in utica the other ypsi... well anyways
Ive been super busy getting ready for christmas.. in fact i still have a lil christmas shopping to finish up tomarrow... but for soem reason im just not excited this year.. i guess the older you get the less fun it is.. i wanna be a kid again so i can believe in santa claus and christmas would still be an amazing day... i think its just that round the holidays i start to think bout my bro.. i mean seriously i miss him sooo much its rediculous... no one will ever understand what it feels like to lose a sibling.. unless u go through it urself.. i mean yeah its sad when ur grandparents die and what not but... but they are old and they have liveed a full life.. they werent 21 years old and basically just beginning there life.. it just fucking sucks.. ud think after 5 years itd get easier.. but damn the more years without him.. the more i miss him... UGH K SORRY GUYS i just had to get that off my chest....
well on a lighter note.. me and my nephew got a 4 wheeler for christmas :) it is sooo fucn i mean damn ive wanted one since i was 10... im sooo excted to ride it :)
well every one if i dont post again i hope you all have a merry christmas :)
merry christmas brent.. i miss u bro.. and ull be in my heart forever...