people suck
Is it so much to ask for? I mean its not like I asked to be living so far away from my school that I cant walk to and from school. And yet its mym oms day off and she cant come and pick me up seeing as how I have been done school since like 10am and she cant because her and her dumb alcoholic jerk off of a boyfriend are comming in town tonight and dont have enough gas to travel to come get me and go home and then back in tonight. Stupidness. Ahh Iam so I dont know in a happy mood right now. I was going to go to Tera's with Ashley cause Ashley was going to walk here and wanted to go to the mall to get some fake nails and then get a cab to Tera's place and my mom was going to bring me in clothes tonight and I would stay at Tera's for the weekend cause we planned on drinking but I dont want to walk to the mall beause I got some serious heals on and 2 I dont want my mom to bring me in my clothes cause she will bring me everything I dont want and even if I do tell her what to drop off to me she will still mess it up and Id rather pack my stuff myself and besides I want to feed my lizzard and clean my room and maybe take a shower too, but no cause Gordon is king of asshole he wont let mom travel back into town tomorrow to bring to Tera's cause he has to spend his money on better things like alcohol, go figure. No sdurprise there! What a dink. Im in such a pissed off mood that Im just being complicated. And I asked Tera to ask Ashley if she would drop off my cd that she was suppose to burn for me before she went to the mall but noO she dont have that done. I knew that though. Ahh Iam just so agravated with people today. I mean AShley always says she will do something and doesnt get it done for like 2 weeks, since she has a boyfriend again her time goes there and its a non stop thing I think thats why i really cant stand to talk to her when shes so in 'love' cause its all the same, 'he special, not like the other ones' I know this because I do say the same thing and thats what pisses me off is we girls meet a new guy and think he is the greatest but soon come to find out hes just like the rest. I mean no dis respect to AShley but I dont like the way she is with guys. Always the same. I may even sound like a bad friend but I cant talk to her right now cause its always the same thing. So I just give up. She does what she wants to. Doesnt anyone understand me anymore? Ashley and me understood eachother soo much when it comes to guys but now, I feel so unconnected I guess. She told me I never judged her and I never did cause I knew she had reasons for doing thigns that happened whatever the case may be guy or no guy you know what I mean but that dont mean that I dont like how it is she with guys, I cant explain it on here cause it wouldnt be nice and wouldnt be fair to say and Ashley to read this, she may or may not read this I dont think she keeps track of my journals anyways. Ahh complicated. Well Im gonna go so I'll talk to you later :)