fuck my life....
I'm to the point of losing my mind. I can't take the fact that by helping Justin's mom get on her own to feet by having her and her daughter stay with us, I'm suffocating. It's nerve wrecking and I'm quickly becoming a bitch bc I'm feeling in my husband and his mother's eyes that I'm doing everything wrong. I can't take it, I feel like the child and they are the parents. I want them out of my house bc this is ruining my marriage. She's so hypocritical it's not even funny. His sister is disgusting and the shit she does I swear is damaging to baby's health. My house that me and Justin made for each other is being run over by an adult-er(dating a married man) and her disrespectful adolescent. This is not healthy and I'm tired of getting into arguments over them and Justin not caring about my feelings.... Wait, he cares but only that my feelings show how much of a bitch I am to his other family. Now Amelia is the only reason I go home bc he's always down my throat about where I work, what I'm NOT doing at home and bullshit.
We've been married 8 months and it truly feels like "the honeymoon is over". I'm over this and want to be Ashley Amelia and Justin...not The Tevere Family and Ashley... And to add the the stress my dad is constantly trying to control our life and I just want out of this town away from these people and take my husband and daughter with me to some place they won't find us and enjoy what I have not hate it. July 4th, 26th 2996, Feb. 3rd, 29th 2008, and April 19th 2008 were my happiest....i want to go back to those times and correct all this wrong shit and just be normal....fuck is that too much to ask?
We've been married 8 months and it truly feels like "the honeymoon is over". I'm over this and want to be Ashley Amelia and Justin...not The Tevere Family and Ashley... And to add the the stress my dad is constantly trying to control our life and I just want out of this town away from these people and take my husband and daughter with me to some place they won't find us and enjoy what I have not hate it. July 4th, 26th 2996, Feb. 3rd, 29th 2008, and April 19th 2008 were my happiest....i want to go back to those times and correct all this wrong shit and just be normal....fuck is that too much to ask?