soooo not good
I realize I haven't written in here in quite awhile, except for trivial things. But this morning's screw up on my behalf made me really wanna write in here. I slept through my one class of the day. I never do that. I feel absolutely horrible about it. I don't know how I turned off my alarm but somehow it happened and I didn't get up and I missed my class. This was one of my biggest worries about being in a single and it has come true. AND it CANNOT come true again b/c I seriously can't afford to miss class when I don't have to since I have to miss twice for Chorale stuff. I already wrote an e-mail to my professor apologizing but I don't know if that's gonna really do me any good. Man, this is sooooo not a good feeling. It's gonna leave me feeling bad the whole week I think and I really, really don't want to be paranoid about this stuff. But what can I do? I guess I'm gonna have to start setting 2 alarms or something. Ahhhhhh! Dammit!!!!!! Wish me luck on not feeling 100% guilty and mad at myself all day/week!