without me you're only you
it's such a pity that Fred Durst is in the background ruining Staind's beautful live rendition of Outside. i don't know how such a great band could have been discovered by a complete prick, but i guess stranger things have happened. we're back home now in London. everyone has announced that already. one day i'll be the one to say something first. jo is clumsy. just kidding, it was really pretty scary. she's alright, though, and now we get a little time off to relax, so cheers Jo. what's really nice is that we thought we had to say goodbye to Paul but now we have a bit more time together. i'm going to gather everyone and make us do something fun and non-work related. sometimes i think that can strain things, when paul's visiting while we're working. i'd keep to myself if i were him, too, it's probably weird. i used to be hostile toward him for a few reasons. leaving the band, then not talking to anyone much but Jon and Hannah when she'd allow it. now i've had enough time to process it all. it all comes down to him being a good mate and me caring about him. i love Paul, i love Jon too as much as I make fun of him. i couldn't ask to be surrounded by better people. so let's enjoy it. this song is great, we need to write one just like it. haa!