Getting Older...
Well good evening,
It is now 2 days until I turn 17...Good or bad? Neither i guess....well i cant do anything legal still, but i guess its good that im getting older, just not too old...
Anyways, a lot of small things have been stressing me out for the past couple of days, but they seem to be ironing themselves out with time. I once got a lecture from one of my friends who told me that you must be very careful with what you do in life, and how people can walk all over you and whatnot. I really didnt believe anything that this individual said; you could say i was pretty naive at the time. This person said that everyone is out for themselves, and that no matter how much you care about others, it wont always be returned. Just recently, i started seeing the real side of people, and i realized that everything isnt as fluffy as it seems to be sometimes. One may have many of friends, but they should realize that not all of them are true friends. I guess you could say that im a pretty 'nice' person when it comes down to people, but i dont know, i was just kind of turned off by the actions of some. Bluntly, there are many people that use others just for their own good in this world.
Though, im at a stage right now where i am still trying to find my true friends, not just people i will speak to in highschool, but people that i will connect with my entire life. I dont know anymore, i guess i just have to keep my eyes open, becuase i know i could be easily walken over at any moment
Next on the agenda...im going to the u-fair on friday with kristen, that should be fun
Its a long weekend, should be fun....thats if no problems arise...which im almost certain they will....oh well, ive gotten through a lot of shit, just pile the rest on...
I find that little things annoy me now, for what reason? i dont know...i feel almost petruded...lol yes thats a word.
Anyways ill be gone now....